Control

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This has all happened so fast. So fast, in fact, that my thoughts haven't yet had time to catch up with my heart. But nevertheless, here we are: and you have total control over me.
Eleven days. That's how much time it took for you to completely captivate me. When I'm around you, I can hardly breath. When I'm away, I feel distraught. We are in contact constantly, as if talking is our air.
You've trapped me on accident, but I can't blame you. The blame all falls on me. I know that this can't happen, that this isn't right. But I can't stop myself from feeling these feelings of utter bliss and happiness.
Compared to you, I am so inexperienced and lost. I don't know how to prepare myself for what's to come. I want to learn, and for you to teach me, but I'm afraid of failing.
Either way, I cannot win. Either way, I will get hurt. Which way, however is not my choice.
It's you that has the control.

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