Twisted

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every time I see your face, my heart beats faster.
my mind starts filling up with all of the things I want to say to you.
my mouth runs dry when our eyes finally meet.
you've got my stomach twisted in knots.
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you say something dumb and I can't help but laugh.
my sense of humor has completely changed thanks to your endless jokes.
I'm embarrassed that I can't wipe this smile off of my face.
you've got my stomach twisted in knots.
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through my tears I can make out your messages on my phone.
you're unwavering support and caring replies make me feel like someone is actually listening to me.
it's hard opening up to someone like this, but I know that you'll look out for me.
you've got my stomach twisted in knots.
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the pictures you send make my heart race.
the things you call me make tingles run up and down my spine.
the fact I'm this comfortable showing myself to you, makes me nervous. but I like it.
you've got my stomach twisted in knots.
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you cut things off between us, and said we should only be friends.
but the flirting and the laughter and the words don't stop.
I'm not sure exactly how I feel anymore.
you've got my stomach twisted in knots.
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i hate when I see the two of you together.
at school, in your photos, at the games.
I don't understand why it's her there, and not me.
you've got my stomach twisted in knots.
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I lay on my bed, staring up at the ceiling as the clock changes to midnight.
even when you are with her, you manage to be the only one on my mind.
and I wish I didn't want you.
you've got my stomach twisted in knots.

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