That Infamous Girl

22

"They ruthlessly killed him." I said with full of hatred.

He kept his mouth shut while looking at the floor. Nabalot kami ng saglit na katahimikan bago ako muling nagsalita.

"Do you even know how much it hurts me to see him lying on the floor with his limp body?" I silently asked.

"To badly wanted to do something yet you couldn't even do anything? Alam mo ba kung ano naramdaman ko?"

"Goddammit! Stop! Ako nalang! Wag siya, please!"

He slowly shook his head habang tahimik na nakikinig sa mga sinasabi ko. "I felt useless. I felt stupid for not doing anything.." I confessed.

Halos mamatay ako ng marinig ko ang impit na sigaw niya. Nasasaktan siya. "Stop please." I whispered as I hopelessly stared at him.

"At alam mo yung masakit? Yung kahit gusto mo, wala kang magawa. Kahit anong pilit mo, walang magbabago. Lumuha ka man ng gatimba, walang mangyayari."

"Tama na! Tama na! He had enough!" I cried, but no seems to care.

They kept on beating him habang patuloy lang sa pagtulo ang luha ko. "Jin!" I shouted, ngunit binigyan niya lamang ako ng pilit na ngiti.

My heart was almost torn into pieces ng makita ko ang sinapit niya. Ramdam ko sakit na natatamo niya sa bawat hampas na ibinibigay nila. "Jin!"

Hindi siya umiiyak.

He just kept on staring at me while giving me a smile but I knew better,

I know that he was just trying his best to stay strong.

"Ang sakit, ang sakit sakit." I said and pointed my chest where my heart is.

I didn't know I was crying until I felt his fingers on my cheeks. Hindi ko namalayang kusa na palang tumulo ang luha ko. Mga taksil.

Laxus went near me and hugged me. "Masakit. Sobra.. Yung wala akong ibang magawa kundi umiyak. Pilitin ko mang huwag, yung luha ko na mismo ang nagpupumilit bumagsak." I hugged him back and buried my face on his chest. I couldn't stop the tears from falling.

"I l-love y-you. ." He murmured.

"Jin! Wag ka pumikit please!" I cried almost histerically.

"J-Just say it. ." He said then smiled.

"I-I love y-you too. . Jin. ." I sobbed.

"Yumi. ." Why do I have this feeling that he would leave me? Why am I hurting so much?

"J-Jin! W-Wag! Wag g-ganito p-please!" I said as I broke down into tears.

"Yung pakiramdam na halos masira ang puso mo sa sakit na n-nararamdaman." My voice broke. "I-I was just there, doing nothing but crying and begging. Until I saw them beat his almost dead body to death.."

"Stop, please.." I didn't care if I look pathetic, I just want them to stop. I couldn't do anything because my hands feet and were tied.