That Infamous Girl

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Of all the words I could possibly hear in my living life, ito na yata ang pinaka bumaon sa akin. I flinched after hearing what he said. It feels like a blazing bullet. 

It hit me hard. 

Fucking hard.

But, I kept a straight face.

I gave him a smirk instead. "First of all, don't assume. Just because you thought I like you doesn't mean what you think right." I bit my lip.

Hindi ko alam kung paano ko 'to nasasabi sa kanya gayong hindi ko maipaliwanag ang nararamdaman ko. Maybe I was wrong.

I was so wrong to think that this was.. him.

Cole is heartless.

He's way far different than him. Jin is different than him.

Jin thinks first, before saying anything. Iniisip niya kung ano ang mararamdaman ng isang tao kung sakaling magbitaw siya ng masasakit na salita. He's sensitive enough to consider other people's feelings.

While, this guy in front of me was someone who doesn't even care about what would you feel. I looked straight in his eyes.

"Second, dream on." I said and with one last look, I smiled at him. An enchanting one.

I turned around and walked away. Pero narinig ko ang pagtawa niya. 

"Talaga? Then why did you hugged me that night?" Humarap ako sa kanya.

"Why do you care?" Sabi ko. I didn't care about me being rude. He shouldn't brought that up. Ano pumasok sa isip niya at kailangan pa niya ulit banggitin iyon?

"Ah, Wait." He stifled a laugh. Tumayo siya at lumapit sa kinatatayuan ko. "You thought I was someon-"

"You shut up." I said coldly. But instead of shutting his mouth he continued to talk.

"You're hopeless. You're nothing but a girl who got stuck in her past. Someone who lost her heart just because of a guy." Naramdaman ko ang paghapdi ng palad ko. My nails were slowly digging my palms.

"Remember what I said to you before?" Humakbang ako papalapit sa kanya. "Forget or you'll regret."

Tinaasan lang ako nito ng kilay habang nakangiti. "Try me,"

Shit.

What the fuck is he thinking? Why the- oh damn!

He was slowly invading my personal space. Pero bago pa ko ma-trap sa kung ano man ang balak niya gawin at hindi makapag-isip.. my right fist landed on his jaw. How dare he.