Torn To Pieces

TORN TO P I E C E S 10

A N I S A

Three weeks later.....

" So you can't make it out today because your parents are coming over... at least can I come and meet your patents?"
I was taking to Imshad by phone while walking around my room with a heart was filled unknown dread every passing second.

''What! Why can't you? It's not a problem right? You can introduce me to your cousins too. Why are you hesitating to introduce me as your GIRLFRIEND?". I couldn't help but to feel angry at his carless behaviour . I've no idea why, but I feel like I'm on the edge these days. It's maybe because I had to balance my studies and my love life.I'm not complaining to anyone but the least he could do is to understand me. It's unbelievable! We have been knowing each other for almost one month , and still he didn't want to tell anyone about me. The reason for my hasting was I want to tie us into a commitment soon. I didn't want to lose him and I don't want him to lose me either. I was living in a nightmare

" You need more time? OK have as much as time you want . But please remember dear, I'm afraid I will lose you and I don't want that to happen because I love You so much. Yah I know you will never leave me .OK dear take care, have fun".

I ended the call with a deep breath. What was I suppose to say after receiving that kind of a reply? After the Incident, I had to ask about a million apologies from Imshad. But still I feel as if he is still holding a grudge. He wasn't closer as he was before. But maybe i'm too quick to judge. Maybe he need some time to adjust since I really don't have a idea about how his family will react once they hear about me. And another thing which caused me paine was, Whenever we disagree about something he would bring about what happened that day. He knows I hate it, but he dose it anyway.

And Rahma and Ilma was keeping their distance from me. Part of me was glad that finally they stopped giving me advice's and left me alone . But the other part of me felt left out. Should I have listen to them? Suddenly a feeling of emptiness was added to my already aching heart .

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I M S H A D

I slammed the phone down after the talk with Anisa and sat on the chair. Even though the room was air conditioned , I felt a bead of sweat forming on my forehead. What was she thinking? How can I introduced her to my parents now? We have been dating only for a month . it's too soon. She better understand the situation. I muttered to my self while trying hard to suppress my anger.

My hair was a total mess due to my habit of running my hand over my hair whenever I was stressed. I couldn't believe why my parents suddenly wanted to visit me. Mum sounded pretty excited when she was talking in the phone. Plus I was annoyed because she said she was bringing my ''cousins'' while blabbering something about family reunion when I said no. Well and I'm suppose to take them out for a day spend. What a way to spend my day...

Some times my mother can be a real pain along with my sister . She's engaged and I'm totally cool with Hisham. When ever I'm free I use to spend time with him and my family. But after I stated loving Anisa I was busy hanging out with her. Not that I'm complaining about it.But since after the incident , she began to get irritated for simple things . I sensed that something has changed in her. She said that she's not speaking with her friends anymore which was totally fine by me. I didn't like them because I was afraid they might take Anisa away from me. Could it be the reason for her change? I no longer felt that happiness when ever I see her. but I don't want to leave her because no matter what, she's my umbrella girl. But the worst thing is, I was doubting my self. What if I wasn't the right guy for her? What if I made a mistake? while I was busy thinking all about Anisa the door bell rang. I got up and went to open the door knowing that it's probably my crazy family with that
''cousine'' or whoever.

When I opened the door, my jaw dropped. I was shocked beyond words when I saw the person in front of me. A gasp escaped from my mouth , Horrified at the sight of the person in front of me, horrified what could it mean to my future.

" You got to be kidding me..."

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