LIVE IN YOUR BREATH ( slowly editing )

PART 9 : Is it good? Or is it bad?

Part 9 : Is it good? Or is it bad?

CLAY'S POV

I don't know is it a good thing or a bad thing. How can she got an accident? How can she forgot everything? Is it a fate? She.. I love her, no matter how many difference between us. But I am not sure we can be together, or, I can say, I am sure we can't be together. That is why I told her we can't meet. We have totally different culture. And I know she won't be happy with me. Our family will not approve our relationship. I told her, but she said she didn't care at all, she loved me. But, after I know she forgot about us, in some point I want to let her forget about us. Maybe this is what we should go through. Maybe this is our fate.

We meet in some social media, through friend of a friend. Yes, I never believe social media's love. But, the reality is, I fallen for a girl in social media. She is 2 years older than me. She is attractive. he way she talked, make me addicted. I made him broke up with her boyfriend. Sometimes I feel guilty, but she deserves better. I didn't say I am better, but she is too good for her boyfriend. We had some weird relationship. We knew we can't be together, but still love each other. Yes, that sound like a story in movie.

When she said that she had an accident, part of me want to be there with her. But I only will do what I should do. If, we fated to each other, she will remember by herself. But if we don't, I will just let her go. It is not easy. But ever since I've fallen for her, I am ready for the worst thing. But sometimes I can't accept how thing works. It is too soon, for the relationship to finish.

KAYLA'S POV

It's been almost a week since the last time Clay sent me message. I do my usual activities, with Brie and Josh. But I feel something missing in my life. I don't know why. But my mood is totally bad. I feel something different in my heart. Everytime I feel waiting for someone I don't know who. We did hang out, but I prefer stay alone. I feel like don't want to talk to anyone. I try to smile. But I feel, my smile is a fake smile. I don't know how to smile from my heart.

I haven't found any memory from my past. I wonder where is Clay. I feel like I want to go wherever he is. I take my phone and start to write an offline mesage to Clay.

Hey Clay, where have you been?

Sometimes I feel guilty to Josh. My heart is not totally for him, I think. How can I think about other guy when I'm with him. In one side of my heart, I only want to know about myself. But, in other side, I really know that part of my heart need Clay. Maybe there is power of heart. Of power of love?