After this life (completed) *editing*

chapter 29

-we are home!!- someone shouted from downstairs, we were laying on my bed, my head on niall's bare chest while he played with my hair both opening our eyes from being asleep

-we are going- niall shouted back then looked at me- goodmorning princess- i smiled

-hi nialler- he kissed my forehead smiling

-how are you feeling?- he asked worried

-a little bit sore, but im alright- i smiled shyly at him he nodded and kissed my lips sweetly

-i love you- he whispered i smiled kissing him again

-i love you too- i opened my eyes and look at him his eyes were still closed but a tear scaped from them- no,no baby- i took it away- no more tears, alright?- he nodded and kissed me again

-guys i hope you are not naked cause we are coming in- louis said and opened the door i mentally praised myself for putting on one of niall shirts after our activities on the sheets. we didnt moved my hand on nialls cheek his arms wrapped around me the only difference was that niall opened his eyes who had a slightly red tone meaning he wanted to cry

-hello lovers! how was your night?- harry said cheeky i smiled at him and moved on the bed sitting next to niall the covers hidding my legs

-what do you want? - niall groaned

-someones grumpy- he chuckled

-hey have you two been fighting or something?- liam asked concerned i frowned and shooked my head

-no- i said

-why are your eyes red then leprechaun?- daddy direction asked again, niall looked at me sadly and i gave him a sad smile, i started playing with his messy hair

-midnight guys, midnight is all what i have- i answered without taking my eyes from my boyfriend, they were shocked, none talked

-h..how..?- louis asked confused

-He told me- i said looking at them my fingers entwing with niall's left hand, zayn left out a silent sob, i looked sadly at them

-dont be sad- i said and patted the bed so they came all and sat around me- i am not part of this world anymore- i said taking louis hand with my free one- i dont have anything else to offer to this planet, anything for you- i left lou's hand and took aways a tear from zayn's cheek, and to think not that long ago they hated me the most.

-but we like you- harry said about to cry, i gave him a sweet smile

-and i like you all too, but i cant be on this world, i dont make the rules guys, you know that, and i dont want you to be all sad, alright? i want to remember my cheeky, and sweet favourite lads of this world smiling at me- i gave them a shy smile and louis smiled back slightly making me feel better, he patted Liam's back and said

-im going to cook breakfast today- and left the room, we stayed in silence for a moment until liam sighed and said

-i'll go and see he doesnt burn anything- i smiled and him, he kissed my forehead and left the room, niall moved himself and sat at my side our hands still together, harry semi smiled

-i get the hint, i'll leave you to it birds- i giggled

-you have problems haz- i said he smiled and waving left the room

-i..- zayn started, his eyes were red and he was looking at me with pleading eyes i smiled at him

-you dont have to say anything zayn- i let go nialls hand for a moment and hugged zayn, he hugged me back, we stop hugging and i took a tear away with my thumb he looked at me in the eyes