After this life (completed) *editing*

chapter 34 the end

CLAIRES POV

15 minutes.

900 seconds.

just that i had left.

but i wasnt scared

-im tired- i repeated-im going to bed- i informed and went out of my seat

-no!- the five shouted in unison

-why not?

-dont go alone- niall begged

-alright you can come with me. but im just too tired- i said i felt weak, like i couldnt stand by my own feet for too long, everyone went at my side and we walked upstairs.

i had been up ike 6 steps when i felt sick

-baby are you alright?- niall asked worried taking me by the waist and helping me up the last steps

-i am tired- i repeated yawning

we all entered to my room niall layed me on the center of the bed and sat at my side the others sitting on my feet, 10 eyes were looking worriedly at me, i yawned again

- i want to sleep

-no claire, dont close your eyes- harry said in emergency his eyes were starting to get red

-come here hazza- i patted at my side he came near and i with all my strenght i sat as best as i could - i want you to hear my harry - i said looking at him serious- i need you to keep being you, dont let anyone say anything about you , be strong , alright? i trust in you, but i need you to trust in yourself, never hear what people has to say, just hear those who loves you - a tear scaped from his eye- dont cry harry-i said taking out from his face a curl - im not going anywhere, i'll always be with you while you remember me- i looked at the others who also were crying - with all of you guys, dont doubt for a second, that even when you might not see me, i'll always be with you - harry sniffed and i coughed, my eyelids felt like rocks and i yawned again niall held my hand thigh and i coughed again , i felt weak and sick

-claire- liam said sadly pouting -stay with us?- he asked i sighed and coughed again my voice was raspy when i answered

-always liam, i'll always stay - he nodded before a tear scaped from his eye- dont be sad , you are a great guy liam, and you dont need me for keep doing great in life, people loves you, and you have such a good heart that it will always be that way- he sniffled but nodded louis was playing withhis fgers tryin no to look at me when he talked

-claire?- my eyes were closing theirselves but i had to keep them open

-yes lou?

-thank you- was all he said but with such an emotion it almost made me cry

-it was a pleasure lou- i smiled he nodded still not looking at me , i coughed again making niall worry at my side

-do you need anything babe?- he asked his voice was soft but worried and his eyes were puffy but he was being strong for me

-no- i answered- i just feel dry my mouth- i lied , actually i felt like i couldnt breathe  

-i'll bring you some water- liam offered and waled out of the room leaving us in silence 

-what are you thinking?- i asked zayn when he frowned to himself  

-that i cant beleive you are acting so calm- he said he also had his eyes red- arent you afraid? - worst question ever  

-i am afraid of you returning to the pricks you were when i met you, but not of death, i been there before, and there is nothing to be afraid of, im just afraid of missing earth too much- he nodded