Styles and Harmony Fh/you

Chapter 37

Happy new year!! Hope all your dreams comes true! 🚀enjoy!
"Barbara I have to go.." Y/n said looking down since the day Barbara made him have sex y/n isn't the same...who would be..? "Why!? It's new year!" Barbara said pouting "I have to go somewhere I have to go please" y/n kept looking down I feel like finnick from the hunger games, you thought, you see finnick was a winner but president snow sold him to other people for sex, "where?" Barbara asked smiling "my mum.." Y/n held his tears then Barbara understood right away as y/n's #1 one fan she understood quickly "okay..well good luck!" Y/n smiled hugging her "thank you" he walked away running to his rent car...

*skip ride to the cemetery cause why not*

Y/n parked outside running with the red roses to his mothers grave he quickly hugged the stone "mummy I missed you.." He placed the flowers on the ground lighting the candle next to it "I need you..I h-have so much to tell you.." Y/n kept crying and crying telling his mother all the things that happened he pulled out a cigarette "I became what most you hated..someone that smokes and gets played with I k-know you would be so disappointed right now...but..should I be a badass?" In that exact moment a shooting star passed y/n looked at the stone nodding "okay mum..I will.."

*weeks later*
Your brake is over your bus picked you guys hours ago, your going Italy and the buss just arrived to Milan Barbara and you a few days ago went to the mall to buy new clothes "show time babe" you nodded walking off the bus, everyone is already here your wearing a black leather jacket, skinny jeans color black, and a white V neck that showed your chest tattoo and  with white converse with shades, and a cigaret in your mouth, you walked in the venue you passed next to Paul his jaw dropped you smirked as you looked at Barbara, you passed bye Niall and zayn and Louis "holy shit.." All of them said the smirked never left your face now it's time to pass by the girls, your heard laughing right around the corner you took another drag letting the smoke out the laughter stopped the five pair of eyes looking at you "got monkeys on my face or what?" You kept serious and your smirk "oh and hi dinah! Hi mila!" You ran to hug the girls "good job"Dinah whispered you nodded smiling "now if you excuse me I have a meet and greet to go" you smiled as you heard Lauren say "omfg..fuck me.." You walked away smiling