Chapter 20

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Samantha's POV:

I don't know if I want him to stop or not. On the one side I'm mad at him and I want him to leave on the other side his eyes sparkle whenever he looks at me and I just love the fact he pays attention to me. He brushes his thumb a few times over my cheek as he leans closer and closer. I know what will happen and my heart begins to race. I still feel dizzy and weird but it feels good knowing he is here with me right now.

“Don't be like that” he whispers before he presses his lips onto mine.

The feeling is the same as all the times before, I feel like fireworks are exploding and my heart races faster. I slowly lean backwards only to have him come closer. I don't know if I want to kiss him back but he lays himself over me and pushes me back on the bed. I don't know how to react. This is the first time a boy actually lays on me and kisses me. I do nothing, I just wait for him to laugh at me and make fun out of me for how inexperienced I am.

“Shhh” he mumbles against my lips and places his hand on my heart. It races like hell and I know he can hear it. He pulls back and looks at me. His eyes wanders over my body and he smiles.

“Are you nervous?” he asks as he leans back down and looks me straight into the eyes. He supports his weight on his elbows but he's still laying over me.

I shake my head even though its pretty obvious that I'm nervous. He chuckles and pecks my lips again. He suddenly seems back to being nice and caring. As much as I hate his mood changes I love the fact he can be so cute from one moment to the other.

We look into each others eyes and he smirks down at me, his adorable white teeth are showing. Again the weird feeling overcomes me, I never felt something like that before its feels like my whole stomach is jumping and turning around at the same time. I slowly lift my hand up, not sure what to do I stop shortly before his face. He laughs quietly, probably because of my face expressions. I know I blush but I'm drunk so I don't really care about what he thinks right now. I slowly touch his cheek with my thumb, his skin is so soft , he closes his eyes and I feel more comfortable know as he isn't watching me. I softly start to trace his eyebrows with my index finger, I move down to his lips and cheek bones. I just let my finger wander over his skin. He opens his eyes after some time and looks at me, his green eyes are now darker as he clears his throat. He pulls me further onto the bed as he covers ma body again, now his hands are on my face. I can feel his breath on my face and again goosebumps are showing. His hand is caressing my cheek as he softly pecks my lips again. He pulls back to look me into the eyes as he pecks them again. It feels like he wants to tease me or make me kiss him. As I still don't react he pecks my lips again and again. His lips feel so soft and caring. Every time he touches my lips I want him to kiss me properly but I don't want to start it. As I feel his lips on mine a few seconds later he presses them harder against mine and all my promises from not starting to kiss him are gone. I let out a deep sigh and grab his curls to push him closer to me. He chuckles and the vibrations of his chuckle make me pull him even closer. He softly lays down on me and his hand wanders from my cheek to my shoulder back down my arm. He only touches me with his fingertips which nearly drives me insane, I'm pretty sure he knows it because he chuckles every time I try to stop my body from shivering.

He grinds his hips harder against mine and I let out a gasp and open my mouth, he takes the opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth. His tongue tastes like mint and feels warm as he touches my tongue. I begin to explore his mouth and he does the same, as our tongue slowly find their way back to each other he pulls back and pecks my lips again. His lips feel so soft but strong at the same time. His hands move down to my thighs and my body feels like its on fire. Why do I have to react like this every time he touches me. Its like my brain wants him to stop and my body just doesn't agree with it. His hands rub over the soft material of my jumpers and I have trouble stopping my body from shaking every time he strokes back up.

We move our lips in perfect harmony as I feel his tongue softly stroking over my bottom lip, I open my mouth immediately. I let out a gasp as he slides his tongue into my mouth again at the same time he presses his hips harder against me. I feel a weird feeling down in my stomach and I want him to be closer to me as I let my small hands wander down to his big shoulders. I can feel ever muscle and I like the fact that when I touch him with my fingertips he moans softly into my mouth. I don't have to think about what I'm doing my lips work as if they know what they're doing. I trace my hands down on the sides of his body and smile as he pushed his hips harder against me. He obviously likes it.

We both start to breath heavier but we don't disconnect our lips. It seems like the kiss gets more intense every time out tongues touch. I stroke over his back with my hands and press my lips hard against his. The sensation his touches and his lips give me is incredible. I really never felt something like this. He moves his hands from my tights and move them up to my shirt. He stops for a few moments only to slide his tongue into my mouth with more force as he pulls up my shirt a bit and slides his hands under it. My body trembles at his touch, it feels like I'm on fire. A moan escapes my mouth as he begins to circle his fingertips on my bare skin. It feels so good. I want him to never stop, the feeling in my stomach gets stronger as I suddenly feel something in Harrys jeans that presses harder against me. I could swear is wasn't there before. As soon as I realise what I've just done to him I smile. I don't know why I smile because I'm actually scared for what will happen next. I completely forgot about the fact that Harry is used to sleeping with girls and he is so experienced about the whole thing.

Harry doesn't notice that I suddenly stop kissing him back that passionate. He is probably so focused on my body that he isn't paying any attention. He moves his hands up a bit further and comes really close to my breasts. I stop breathing and grab his hands to stop them. He chuckles and moves them away, only to start teasing me with his fingertips again. But I'm not into the whole kissing any more, He must have noticed that because he moves his lips from mine and starts kissing my neck. I hold back the moans as I softly push him away from me.

“I think its enough now” I whisper and my voice is shaking.

“Shhhh” He mumbles on my skin and places butterfly kisses down my jaw line.

“Stop now” I almost yell as I feel his bulge pressing against me again. I don't know how to handle all this, this is too much for me. Harry stops kissing me and looks at me completely irritated.

“Did I do something wrong?” He asks and I know he doesn't get what my problem is now.

“No” I say and stroke over his cheek. I suddenly feel bad for being that harsh to him, I mean I enjoyed all of this. I don't know how you call it. “I mean, yes” I add as he raises his eyebrows.

“What?” He pushed his up on his elbows and his green eyes look straight into mine.

A/N: 

Sorry it isn't that long and just about them being reall intimate. But you'll get surprised about what happens in the next chapters. I just came home from training and I have to get ready for my friends birthday party so I'm really sorry but i only had half an hour to write this and it takes me normally about 1 and a half hour to write a chapter. So sorry if its not good. 

COMMENT AND VOTE AND I'LL UPDATE SOON. 

Also I decided the shipname for Harry and Samantha will be SAMRY. I like Sarry too but I want them to be calles SAMRY because its not so mainstream. :) 

Love you all

-L.xx

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