Kissin' On My Tattoos

Chapter 25

August POV

So this afternoon I had my baby mama and my son flew out here for my show. They went to the hotel first. They took a shower, ate and took a nap. Then after that they made their way over to the venue. I saw them walking toward me while Bee, Lo and Niq. I bent down with my arms open and King (my son) ran and gave me a hug. Once I stood up I saw India (my baby mama) walking toward me and gave me a hug. We watched them finish their set and once we heard them thank the audience and introducing me I gave King and Jae a hug. Then I walked over to Bahja and gave her a kiss and walked onstage. "Wassup Cali!! How yall feeling tonight?" The crowd went crazy. I laughed. I felt Bahja's eyes on me so I turned to her and smiled and she blew a kiss. Now its time to turn the fuck up. This is what I live for.

*Beat for 'First Time' dropped*

Oooo Knucklehead...

I know you heard that I'm a choosy lover
Realest nigga I know, bet you won't find another
If you're tryna to be my object of affection, my number one selection
Girl listen close, I'm 'bout to learn you something
I ain't never been one to catch feelings, I come and I go as I please
I say and I'm pimpin' forever, for now it's as high as it's gon' be
Just tryna stay in the moment and chasing this paper, I'm focused
But if you ain't with it, then clear it, the look in your eyes say you open

Girl I was just rollin' through the hood when I saw you sexy
Damn you looking good when you caught my eye
Told you I just need somebody for me
Then you started walking over slowly, this is what you told me

I'm so glad you chose me
But this would be my very first time, very first time
This would be my very first time
And I don't want to waste your time
I'm so glad you chose me
But this would be my very first time, very first time
This would be my very first time
So promise me you'll take your time

Said, it's her first time with a real nigga
Never had a man who could boss up, know how to deal with her
Not in a rush, know how to chill with her, when I'm down to fuck, keep it real with her
Ain't nothing new, been trill with her, keep the Tommy on me like Hilfiger
So girl if you with it, stop playing and get it, save all that talking, you ready to live it
You want me to take it, I want you to give it and if you can take it, the sky is the limit
I wanna take you as high as the ceiling, you know you're first, how you all in your feelings
Who ever knew we could have it this good? Damn

Girl I was just rollin' through the hood when I saw you sexy
Damn you looking good when you caught my eye
Told you I just need somebody for me
Then you started walking over slowly, this is what you told me

I'm so glad you chose me
But this would be my very first time, very first time
This would be my very first time
And I don't want to waste your time
I'm so glad you chose me
But this would be my very first time, very first time
This would be my very first time
So promise me you'll take your time

*Skips to last solo August song*

As the days go by
I remember we was sitting on the aisle
Wish I could take it back to the days we lost
But it's easier said then done, someone had to pay the cost
I know nothing lasts forever, no nothing at all
Sometimes you don't ever get back up after you fall
Every day's a gamble
I know you can't win them all
But that don't stop the hurt at all

One time for my fallen soldiers that were lost in war
Two times for my gangstas who where here but is no more
Three times for them fathers that ain't tryna do for their kids
Never thought that missing you would ever feel like this

I shed a few tears and look at Bee and she nodded her head letting me know its going to be ok. I have NEVER performed this song because it was so emotional for me to write and I knew it was going to be tough for me to perform but I decided since they love this song I was going to perform it. I took a deep breath and continued the song.