Dear Michael,
I ended up doing it. Again.
God I can't believe myself, why can't I just stop? I bandaged my arm. I drew on the bandages and yet I still ended up ripping them off and tearing at my skin again.
I need therapy. I need rehab. I need help.
I also need a reason to not end up doing it again tonight because my parents are leaving for an 'anniversary week'. My brothers are staying with my grandma since they don't trust me to watch them alone and I'm stuck here alone.
Kids at school have been bothering me on all my social media accounts too, asking me if the rumors are true or telling me either I'll be okay or that I should just slice a vein already.
They're so nice.
So I have the house all to myself, probably gonna end up sleeping and watching television the entire time. Maybe I'll try to learn Vapor, who knows?
Or maybe I'll end up crying the night away in my bedroom. The possibilities are endless.
Lots of love,
Aleigha x
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Bracelets // Mgc
FanfictionA story on how a single fangirl made her idol take off his millions of bracelets and share his troubling story with the world.
