Chapter Fifteen (15) Fall

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"I'm sorry. I just can't do this anymore." I said, as tears streamed down my eyes.
"I'll get Mum to take you home." says Ricky. I walk inside of Ricky's house, leaving Jai speechless standing outside on hr lawn.
Ricky's mum took me home and I just cried into my pillow all afternoon, along with getting the occasional texts from Jai.
JAI: Baby come back! Any kind of fool could see, there was something, in everything about you. Baby come back! You can blame it all on me. Coos I know, that I just can't be without you!
BROOKE: Thats just incorrect lyrics from one of my favourite songs :(
JAI: I'm sorry! Can we just kiss and makeup?!
BROOKE: It's not that easy Jai. I wish it was. I really do /:

For the rest of the night, I just cried, looking at pictures of Beunka on instagram thinking to myself 'she is so pretty. I'm no where near as perfect as her'. And then I just cried and cried and eventually fell asleep. I woke up, having 19 missed calls from Jai and 2 texts. I didn't bother reading them, I just got myself out of bed and got ready for school. I got on the bus to discover that Tamara wasn't here today, but that's the least of my worries. She's probably just got a cold. I miss Jai so much. I regret everything I said yesturday. I should have just dealed with the fact that my boyfriend loves someone else as well as me. Should I? I got out of the bus and walked into the school gates. Jai came running towards me and I ran towards him. I jumped up into his arms and wrapped my legs around his waist. "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JAI! I NEVER WANT TO LET YOU GO. I'M JUST AFRAID."
"Follow me." he said. He took me to the music room and offered me a seat, which I gladly sat down. He got a guitar, started strumming and singing the song 'Fall'.

"Well let me tell you a story
About a girl and a boy
He fell in love with his best friend
When she's around, he feels nothing but joy
But she was already broken, and it made her blind
But she could never believe that love would ever treat her right
But did you know that I love you? or were you not aware?
You're the smile on my face
And I ain't going nowhere
I'm here to make you happy, I'm here to see you smile
I've been wanting to tell you this for a long while

What's gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, oh my love
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall

Well I can tell you're afraid of what this might do
Cause we got such an amazing friendship and that you don't wanna lose
Well I don't wanna lose it either
I don't think I can stay sitting around while you're hurting babe
So take my hand
Well did you know you're an angel? who forgot how to fly
Did you know that it breaks my heart everytime to see you cry
Cause I know that a piece of you's gone everytime he done wrong, I'm the shoulder you're crying on
And I hope by the time that I'm done with this song that I've figured out

Who's gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, oh my love
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall

I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
But if you spread your wings
You can fly away with me
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself,

What's gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, oh my love
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let

Yourself fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, oh my love
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall

I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall

If you spread your wings
You can fly away with me
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
Let yourself fall."

"It's perfect Jai! You're perfect! We're perfect... Together."
"I also got you these.." he turned around and pulled a bunch of red roses out of his school bag.
"They're perfect! You should't have Jai!"
"Well, I just really wanted to prove that I was in love with you. And only you. I was thinking last night and.. I DONT LOVE BEUNKA! That was in sydney. I'm in Queensland now and I have to start fresh. I love you and only you, Brooke."

A/N
Sorry, it's kinda a short chapter and I'm sooo tired! But, I really want to keep writing and uploading a chapter a day for you guys. Sorry that it's up really late- I fell asleep.. And I just want to say thank you so much for over 400 reads! That's totally insane! Also, sorry that there's so much lyrics, it's just that, these lyrics were absolutly perfect for the whole senario that is happening in this and last chapter. So yeah, bye! xo

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