Worth The Wait? (Seme Male Reader x Zoro) {One Piece}

chapter 19

meanwhile...

zoro pov

ok. its rather late now and he still hasn't came home. shit. is he ok? it would be really bad if he wasn't. shit. what if he got killed? what if he comes back without his kidney or whatever? shit. what if they took his heart and sold it on the black market? oh my fucking god im gonna die. so many opportunities. soooo many. so many times i could have told him i liked him. at least that much. i could have told him i at least liked him. its more like a soft core obsession but lets not sweat the details. who knows what we could have did. we would have went on actual dates. he probably would have brought me flowers. he seems like that type of guy. flowers and chocolates. im not really a flower type of guy but id take them from him. shit. that's not the only thing id take from him.....damn it!! i cant keep thinking about that stuff. i dont want our relationship to be like that. that would be like.....20% of our relationship. not even that much. we wont spend every second of every day screwing. no. if it were like that then why did i break up with sanji? im not gonna be a sanji with mark. that's a no. hard no right there. the purpose of breaking up with someone is to get someone better. yeah. mark is way better. i mean he is smart and strong and hung and....DAMN IT!! why am i so fucking horny? its been like a week since i went at it with sanji. guess i wasn't satisfied with just that. i bet id be satisfied with mark though. i mean....he did ace once and ace refuses to let it go. he still begs mark on a daily basis. he has even resorted to trying to spike his drinks. it never works. mark has taken to smelling them before drinking. makes sense when you dont like to drink. you know what i think it is? i think that mark is super horny 24/7 but holds it back. its only when he drinks that he acts on it. like he just switches. i sighed. im completely getting off track here. i went from panicking to wondering about how active his libido is. damn i horny. mega horny. i wish mark was here. i wonder if i just asked him, if he would do it. just once. at least just beat me off or something. i dont really know how i could bring that up in conversation but i could make do. i could just ask him flat out. 'mark, will you fuck me?' i shook my head. i would sound super weird. id be like ace, just a little more blunt. i gotta be more subtle. coax him a little. be the only one there when he gets drunk. shit. my face felt hot. what is wrong with me? im a seme. not a damn uke. i do the fucking. not the other way around. i guess it would really just come down to it. both naked. in the bed. super horny. who will fuck who? i chuckled. he'd probably hold me down. pin my wrists above my head. force my legs open. shit. im getting hard thinking about it. i might be a masochist. just a little. i mean....i dont like pain. not even a little but i get the feeling...mark would make me like the pain. beg for him to hit it harder rather than to stop. damn it. fuck. im definitely an uke. if for no one else, for mark. the only person in the would who could have me is mark. i smirked. yeah. i guess im ok with that. im not 100% uke. more like 15% or something like that. yeah. im ok with that. shit. i did it again. completely forgot that mark is god knows where probably getting tortured within inches of his life.  tsk...like that would ever happen. this is mark im thinking about here. the one man i the whole fucking world who could have me. he probably escaped unscathed. on his way back now. i sighed. am i just being optimistic? just hoping that is the case? what if he....what if he really....shit. i could feel them roll down my face. fuck. i hit the sofa. no. goddamn it no!! why would they take him from me? who the fuck do they think they are? taking my man from me. they must have a death wish. yeah. i break their fucking necks. all of them. goddamn it. where is he. WHERE THE FUCK IS-"...or...or!...ZORO!!" i was startled from my thought when luffy got my attention. i looked at him. he had a napkin that he used to wipe my tears. "damn man!! calm down. we all know you like him. he is probably fine. in fact....im sure he is fine. you dont have to worry. any day now....he will walk right in like he never left. all cheery and shit. 'hey guys!! did you miss me!!' yeah. he will be just fine..." he trailed off. i saw him start to tear up. "shit. i might be just like you man. and its crazy cause i have a boyfriend but damn!!" he used the same napkin to wipe his own tears. i sighed. i was beginning to think i was the only one worried about him. i took a deep breath. i let it out. ok. im calm now. im good. mark will be just fine.