January 30th, 2015 cont.
"There was something different in the way you moved tonight. I couldn't tell if it was good or bad, but I knew that there was something up. Something bothering you; something on your mind. Of course I know you've been to the doctor, but I had no idea what you knew now. That was all wrapped up in your own mind, hiding it behind a slightly glazed look in your eyes. I had no idea how to ask you, but in the way you walked... it was as if you were unsure about yourself.
But then you told me.
And now I understand.
I don't know why it came as a surprise to me, when you were not surprised at all; the doctor was able to confirm that you had been sterilized. I'm sorry I stared at you, unsure of what to say. I've never dealt with anything like this before. You were almost positive that you'd been sterilized, but you went for my sake. And now... Now I'm worried you maybe wanted that life, the normal and traditional kind, and we can't have it not only because of you, but because I can't have that.
I hope you don't see yourself any differently because of this, because I don't."
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