Again

13.

When Emilee fell asleep I was watching Game of Thrones. I sat there thinking back on the past weekish and decided that if I can't get Emilee to talk then I'm going to talk to the one person that might, no that will talk to me.
I got up and noticed it stopped raining so I grabbed my phone left Emilee a note on the cupboard and walked out of the trailer. I dialed Bryn's number as I walked toward the trailer that Lola was in.
"Hello?" "Hi Bryn I wanted to talk with you about Emilee." "What's up?" "I know you know some things and you want Emilee to tell me but I really need to know. She won't ever tell me everything so please." I begged. "I'll tell you but I have to leave the house to go to the grocery store." She yelled something on the other side before the sound of the door shutting came.
What the woman told me next made me stop walking. I stood there listening to all the things that have and are going on. Some of the stuff made me angry that I couldn't stop it but also because I didn't know. I was sad that my child had to go through that. My emotions where out of track and that's when I finally understood the way my daughter, my baby, my little girl. Felt, thought, it all made sense.
After the phone call ended I dried my tears and finished the walk to retrieve my fur baby.

I opened the door and let Lola run in. I took a deep breath before going in myself. I saw Emilee laying on the couch still sleeping that is until Lola jumped on top of her.
"Lola!" She groaned pushing the dog of the couch.
"Hungry?" I asked setting the leash in the counter.
"Sure what do you want me to make?" She got off the couch and came to my side.
"Let's make mac n cheese." I mumbled turning and opening the cupboard and producing two boxes.
"Sure." She went to work at getting everything she needed ready while the water boiled in the pot. "Mom?" I snapped out of my daze and looked at her.
"Yes?" She raised a brow.
"I asked if you could go get more milk we only have half a jug left." I nodded and grabbed my keys.
"Anything you want?" I asked at the door.
"Grab a box of stuff to make cheese cake as well as pie crust." I nodded before going out the door.

I was looking at the different pie crusts when I heard a gasp from behind me. I mentally sighed before I grabbed a Graham cracker one and placed it in my cart.
"Oh my gosh Lana you didn't even turn around." I smirked and glanced to my left to see Fred standing there with a basket on his arm.
"I didn't because I'm shopping." He chuckled before kissing my cheek.
"Kid got you tired already?" I rolled my eyes and went to the next isle.
"You don't know half of it." He placed the bag of doughnuts in the cart.
"Well I think tonight she can sleep on the couch." He whispered in my ear.
"How about you get on your way to LA? You got work." I said grabbing a bag of Frosted Flakes.
"Aw how come I can't spend one more night with you?"  He whined.
"Because this is Emilee we are talking about. I'm trying to spend more time with her." I turned around and looked at him. "She feels forgotten. She thinks that once we marry that she'll just disappear." He sighed and hugged me.
"I promise she won't feel that way after we are married." He promised kissing my head. I pulled away and pecked his lips.
After the shopping was done and Fred was on his way I headed back to the lot to get ready for shooting the next day.
I ate dinner with Emilee and let her make dessert while I worked on my lines.
The evil queen had just drank the potion and I was rehearsing my lines for the scene with "young Owen".

"Having fun?" She asked flopping onto the bed behind me. I sighed and took my glasses off and rubbed my eyes.
"What time is it?" I asked putting the papers together and turning my lap top off.
"It's almost nine." I nodded and took my things and placed them in the cupboard above the dresser.
"It's time for bed I have to leave early tomorrow." I yawned grabbing pajamas while I was in front of the dresser.
"Is something wrong?" She whispered coming next to me. I shook my head and looked at her with a tired smile.
"No baby girl I'm just tired." I kissed the top of her head and went around her to get dressed.
I was sitting on my side of the bed going through my media when Emilee crawled into bed next to me and pulled her phone out and started texting.
"When did you take this picture?" I asked showing her the picture of her and one of my fans.
"Yesterday or the day before it was when I came to visit you." She mumbled not looking at it. I sighed and turned my phone off and plugged it in.
Emilee was still texting but she soon stopped and stayed with her back toward me. I scooted down and turned her so she was facing me.
"Hey. What's wrong?" I whispered.
"I feel like your mad at me or something." She whispered back and started to silently cry. With my thumb I glided it across her cheeks and whipped the tears away.
"I'm not mad. I've just been thinking a lot lately and I think that, maybe for a while you've been thinking that I've forgotten about you. But I haven't." I pulled her to my body and held her. "And even when I marry Fred you won't be forgotten I'll make sure of it. I know I can't always control things but I really want you to feel like your wanted." I whispered letting out small tears of my own.
She pulled me as close as she could get me and intertwined our legs. I smiled tiredly and kissed the top of her head.
But not even that moment could prepare we for the way I woke up.