Don't Leave Me (Block B fanfic)

Chapter 9

Mina's POV--

First dates.

Just hearing those two words gives me goosebumps.  Sure, I've had...boyfriends before but never once did I actually go on a date.  I was always under the 'protection' of Kai.  He made sure that under no circumstances, a boy would not 'hurt', 'treat', or even 'look at' me or Mikki indecently.  So no.

I've never been on one of these.

What should I do?

I stole a glance towards Jaehyo.  He was smiling, walking casually beside me as we headed towards our destination.  In a way, I sort of envied him.  He had confidence, smiling even when the skies were grey.

I kept my hands to my sides.  They were balled into fists, because frankly, I had no idea what I was doing.

What should I say?

Should I even say anything at all?

Should I--

Jaehyo placed his hands on my shoulders, and tilted my chin up to face him.  He flicked his head to the side to get the bangs out of his face and his eyes bore into mine.

Way to make me self-conscious.

"W-w-what are you d-doing?"  I stuttered, trying not to move.

His eyes gleamed as the corners of his mouth formed into a mischievous sideways smile.  "You're nervous?"

"N-no.."

He raised his brow.

I sighed in defeat.  "Okay, maybe...yes.  Is that better?"

"Much,"  He smirked, gently kissing my forehead.  "Now I know why you were so quiet."  He laughed.  "I was worried for a moment."

I tried to hide the smile forming, but it didn't work.  I bet I looked like a dork at that moment.  As we continued walking, Jaehyo grabbed my hand and entwined our fingers together.  I don't know why, but everytime we're close like this, it sends me in a frenzy.  My stomache feels like it does a 180 flip while me heart feels like it's going to explode.

Wait... Is that normal?

No... I don't think it is.  Aigoo, what's wrong with me?

"So what's the plan for tonight?"  I bit my lip to stop it from quivering.  I really don't understand why I'm this spazzy.  I'm never this spazzy, right?

I could already imagine Min belting in laughter as we discussed my spazzy behaviour.