Regrets

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His name is Vice. An all out gay who caught my heart. Yep, that's right I fell in love with an all out gay, who's also my Best Friend.

How did I meet him? To make the story short, common friends, because of our common circle of friends, parati na kaming nagkakasama at doon na umusbong ang pagkakaibigan namin, and my love for him.

Who wouldn't fall for him? I mean mabait siya, maalaga, masaya kasama and above all he's always by my side through ups and downs. Bonus nalang yung gwapo siya kahit bakla.

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Halos paliparin ko na ang sasakyan ko para lang makarating agad ako ng Guilly's. Billy and Vhong called me saying na kasama daw nila si Vice and that he is very wasted.

"Anong nangyari?" I asked both of the boys nang makalapit na ako sa kanila.

"May problema ata si wakla" sagot ni Vhong sa akin at napakibit balikat

"Two words" dagdag ni Billy na halatang tipsy na din

"Baby boy" sabay nilang sabi at parehong natawa. Nakainom na din tong dalawang 'to. Halata.

At since tipsy na ang dalawa, pahirapan naming isinakay si Vice sa kotse ko. While on our way sa condo ni Vice ay bigla na lang itong nagsalita; "Im sorry for what I've done. Balikan mo na ako please"

Those words stab me a million times. I can his feel the pain. Hindi ko alam yung buong istorya but I know that he is hurting. I don't want to see him like this.

When we got home, pahirapan na naman kami sa pagpunta sa unit niya which is in the 12th floor buti nalang at tinulungan kami nung guard.

Agad ko siyang pinahiga sa kama niya, he's too drunk that he even vomited. Kumuha ako ng maligamgam na tubig and new clothes para ayusan siya. Nang simula ko na siyang punasan ay napaungol siya, dahil na rin siguro sa gulat ng biglaang pagdampi ng basang tuwalya sa kanya.

Then shit happend and the next thing I knew, he's already kissing me. Gusto ko siyang tumigil pero sadyang malakas siya and also, the burning desire started to take over. I kissed him back and he brought me to wilderness.

And when he was about to reach his climax, he shouted.

"I love you baby boy. Sobra"

With what I heard, gusto kong umiyak sobra. Then I realized, kaibigan lang ang paningin niya sa akin and ofcourse bakla siya. He's drunk after all, and so I changed clothes like nothing had happend. I left his place at hindi na muling nagparamdam sa kanya.

He loves someone else, deeply in love and I want him to be happy.

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After a few weeks, nakaramdam ako ng pagbabago sa sarili ko. Kasama ko si Anne ngayon  sa bahay;

"Ok ka lang ba?" tanong niya sa akin dahil kanina pa ako pabalik-balik ng cr. Sobrang nahihilo kasi talaga ako

"Ok lang naman ako, siya ba?" I smiled. Si Anne lang ang nakakaalam ng sikreto ko.

"He's ok" tipid nitong sagot "Hindi ka na niya masyadong hinahanap unlike before because, nagkabalikan na sila ng baby boy niya"

"That's good" tipid kong saad kahit hindi naman talaga

"No its not. K! Nagpapakatanga na naman ang best friend mo" Anne raised her tone and what shocked me the most ay ang biglaang muling naging malumanay ang mukha ni Anne "Here take this"

"A-anne" bulong ko. She handed me a box of pregnancy tests

"Ang weird mo na lalo" sabi lang ni Anne sa akin habang tinitignan ang kinakain ko, manggang hilaw with ketchup

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