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Kasagsagan ng Trabahula sa telebisyon at kasalukuyang nakatambay si Karylle sa backstage. She got her phone and went through her favorite app as she zone out of the real world. Watching videos on youtube is her favorite pass time until she found herself watching fanvids of their loveteam.
"Kurba?" gulat na tanong ni Vice nang makita ang kaibigan sa loob ng kanyang dressing room "What's wrong?"
"Vicey" agad niyang dinambahan ng yakap ang binata "I'm sorry.."
"H-ha? Para saan?"
"Para sa atin.. until now, I feel guilty for doing those things to you" she sobbed
"Kurba naman akala ko kung napano kana.." napahinga ito ng maluwag "Matagal na yun, okay na naman na"
"I feel guilty" she mumbled at lalong isiniksik ang sarili sa dibdib ng kayakap
"Ha? 4 years na huy" he chuckled at hinaplos ang buhok ng kaibigan
"I think I just want a closure.."
"Ngayon na ba? Now na talaga?" kumalas na sila sa yakap and looked at each other "Ok, Game"
They both fell silent not know who and how to start. It has been 4 years since their relationship ended tragically. It ended just then and there.. nagkatampuhan at nagkaiwasan. In the end ay nagkabati rin but they never spoke about it, not until now.
"Vice, I'm sorry.. Sorry for leaving you hanging, I left without a word. Hindi ko sinasadya.. I needed to kasi nag-aaway na kami ni-"
"Lagi ko naman sayong sinasabi diba? ayokong mag-away kayo. Willing naman akong lumayo" he smiled sadly "Lalaki din naman ako kahit ganito.. siguro ang tingin niya sa akin threat kasi diba? Lagi tayong magkasama.. may mga babies pa tayo na sobrang supportive kaya natural lang naman yung reaction niya"
"Vice.." umiiyak na saad ng dalaga.
"In the first place, alam ko namang talo na ako. Pinagsiksikan ko lang yung sarili ko sa relasyon niyo.. Naghihintay lang ako ng sign when to let go, and you saying 'yes' to his proposal.. you saying 'I do' in front of everyone in that church is the sign I've been asking. The sign that I have to finally let you go" he wiped her tears and kissed her forehead "I already forgave you, matagal na. I just waited for the perfect time para papasukin ka ulit sa buhay ko pero hindi ko inexpect na on-air pa magaganap" he chuckled na nagpatawa rin sa kaibigan
"Araw-araw para akong baliw kakaisip kung pano ko nagawa sayo yun. Sa taong nagtiwala at nagpasaya sakin.. I've hurt the person na walang ginawa kundi ang mahalin ako"
"Yes. Nasaktan ako dahil minahal kita ng sobra tapos isang araw malalaman ko nalang na umoo ka na sa kanya. Para nga akong tanga eh dahil kahit pa naka-oo kana sa iba, I'm still waiting. Kahit nasaktan ako, umasa akong babalik ka sa akin.. Willing parin akong tanggapin ka kasi you're always worth the pain. Until I realized, ano pa ba ang ipinaglalaban ko? Eh bumitiw ka na. That's when I started to fix myself" he smiled at her despite of the tears flowing "That's when I started forgiving you.. Binalikan ko lahat ng masasayang memories natin together, inipon ko lahat ng iyon and found the forgiveness I've been looking for"
"Vice naman.." lalong humagulgol sa iyak si Karylle dahil sa mga narinig. Its the first time he expressed himself dahil likas sa taong nasa harap niya ang magkimkim ng nararamdaman. He's not expressive.
"Masaya ka naman diba?" he held her face para matitigan nito ang mukha ng dating minamahal
"Oo" she slowly nodded
"Then don't feel guilty. Hindi ka obligado sa mga nararamdaman ko. You don't have to feel sorry for me, you don't have to consider what I feel dahil pumili ka na. 4 years na diba? Hanggang ngayon mahal pa rin naman kita pero hindi na talaga pwede" he wiped her tears and planted a peck on her lips "Let go. Deserve nating dalawa ang maging masaya, hindi man sa piling ng isa't-isa.. Ang importante masaya tayo"
"Minahal kita ng sobra Vice.."
"Ako rin.. Minahal kita at patuloy kitang mamahalin hanggang sa kusa nang tumigil ang pagtibok nito para sayo" he said pointing his chest where his heart is "Wag mo nang intindihin 'tong nararamdaman ko, I will get over it not now pero ramdam kong malapit na.. Hindi ko naman talaga intensyon na guluhin kayo, I just wanted to save our friendship. Nanghihinayang lang naman ako sa nangyari sa atin.. Gusto ko lang maging friends parin tayo after all. I'm praying for the both of you"
They shared a long passionate kiss. Magkalapat ang mga noo habang nakatingin sa mata ng isa't-isa
"Friends it is" pikit matang bulong ni Vice. As he felt his heart crumpled
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I wish you knew how much I like you, how much I love talking nonsense with you and how I wish you were mine.
I stopped searching your name on instagram to see what you were posting.. I stopped looking at your name on my contact list every time I miss you. I finally stopped waiting for you to come back. I finally stopped daydreaming of building a family with you. I finally felt whole again, even without you. It took me 4 years to reach this level of acceptance.
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I wrote songs about you. The song 'Baliktanaw' was for you and It was you whom I dedicated my latest single, I always loved the way you style your hair. It always suits you well, I always loved your hair. I loved everything that is you but I'm sorry kung hindi ko mapanindigan.
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Every ending, there's a rightful conclusion. Therefore, this is my conclusion.. This is my own version of how they ended that kind of relationship and decided to just stay as friends. Based on their actions.. Nagkaroon naman siguro talaga sila ng something years ago. But maybe, it was short-lived because of many hindrances such as both of them having their respective partners.
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This is the end. We've come to an end. I always love how my phone make noises every time I receive comments and votes from you for the past 2 years. Happy 2 years readers! Exactly 2 years ago when I found myself writing a book and now I can't believe I'll be ending it on the same day. Mamimiss ko kayo, sobra! Thank you for supporting this book kahit mabibilang lang ng daliri sa kamay ang may happy endings hahahaha! Thank you for sharing with me this wonderful journey.
I hate to end this but I have to.. August 13, will mark another journey I would have to face. College. 20 days nalang mga mamsh marami pa akong kailangan gawin outside wattpad. I hope you understand :(:
July 24, 2016 - July 24, 2018
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