Behind The Glasses

~Chapter 20 part 1~

Previously...

"This is our little slut everyone, Miss Renessa Rose" Reina announced and everyone in the crowd were still.

Then the worse happened.

"SLUT"

"WHORE"

"GO AND WORK IN A STRIPPERS CLUB AND GET OUT OF OUR SCHOOL"

"HOE"

Now...

(A/N This part is a little extreme so if you can't handle it then scroll down until you see three stars (***) And then the story will go back to it's normal setting)

I burst into tears and ran off the stage and into my 'dressing room' which was really the history classroom... "Why me? What did I ever do to them?" I said pulling at my hair.

I leaned down onto the wall and slid down, my makeup probably ruined but up to this point I really don't care... I'm useless to this world. No one cares for me besides to my mom, dad, little sister, Natalia and Cristina... Jacob left me.. He probably left me because I'm a messed up girl...

So I searched in the teachers desk, in search for some pills.. I'm no use to this world, so it's best that I get out of it..

But a nagging voice was telling me that I should just ignore these people and just live my life 'normally' but how can I do that when everyone thinks that I'm a slut?

I found what I was looking for and opened the little tube and poured out a few... I examined one of the pills and swallowed one, then two, then three, then four... then a handful... I sat down and waited for them to kick in.

During these moments I relished the good times that I had with the people that I love

The first time I met Jacob...

As I was dwelling on my thoughts this guy from my history class came up and smiled at me. "Hey um, the school is having this party thing at my house and I was wondering if you would like to come.... Renessa?" He asked and paused on my name.

"Renessa. Yea we have history together." I confirmed.

He chuckled, "Yeah. And French and English. I'm Jacob by the way."

I smiled and shook his hand. "And about the party... Um, I'm not sure about it yet, um my friends are all going with their boyfriends and its kind of awkward with me being there... Without a boyfriend." I admitted.

Mine and Jacob's first date...

"Oh my." I managed to get out, still surprised. "It's beautiful" I concluded, looking over at him smiling at me in pure delight.

"Really? My friends- including Mike- helped me set it up and I as afraid it was to cliche and weird so I thought wouldn't have like it." He rambled, opening the car door and helping me slip off my heels so I could walk easier.

"No. It's perfect." I told him as he helped me down from the car and lead me to the dinner table pulling out my seat for me to sit in.

"Thank you."

He went around to the to the table and smiled at me, "I hope you like chicken alfredo and spaghetti." He said nervously picking up his fork.

I smiled, "I love it actually"

We ate dinner while getting to know each other a little better. I told him more about Mike, my brother and my parents. I told him about Rebecca, Reina and this 'My Princess' person.