Just a Thought

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Star pov
As Marco gave me one long passionate kiss his mother ushered me away from his warm embrace and I felt my eyes water as I held on my stuffed animal. I heard monitors and people talking or moving around, I was truly scared and a little bit worried but it's my chance to be able to see hopefully.

Angie handed me a hospital gown and left to get the stuff ready, I quickly changed and waited for them to hook me up and put me to sleep. I just kept thinking on how it would be when I pull through, I remembered a couple nights before,

mother read me the outcomes of these procedures and some actually frighten me which she didn't mean to do. I knew she wanted me change my mind but I wanted to take the risk, no matter what might happen.

After 20 minutes the nurses came in and hooked me and rolled my bed to the room, I kept taking deep breaths and I held on my stuffed animal tightly "Relax star, everything will be fine I promise you, there are people who believe in you on the outside just dream about them okay?" Angie said gently as she held my cheek, I was in and out of sleep when the medicine was kicking in "Yeah" I said and I was out in seconds.

I opened my eyes to see dark figures around me, as I walked I heard Marco "Star..you look beautiful" I smiled and ran to the figure that I assume is him but I really couldn't picture him "I missed you" I say as the figure hold on me, I thought about his smile and his face light up with his mouth.

I looked up and remember some detail he told me about, he had brown eyes, his hair a little long but short with chestnuts brown hair, his skin a fair caramel and as was taller than me. As i looked at the figure I cried and saw Marco, well what I think Marco looks like and he gives a worried look "Are you alright?"

His touch was so caring and it made feel happy "Yeah.." as I held his hand we walked to the others, I thought of my mother and father and the image of them was in front of me "Star!" They hugged me and I cried as I felt their embrace, it felt amazing and wonderful hearing they're here for me and support me no matter what happens..

It felt like hours and I spent it with dream Marco, it was interesting seeing the way he is in here and realizing this is what he does everyday with me when I'm awake. "I love you Marco" he smirked and pulled me on his lap and placed a kiss on my lips "I love you too Star"

I started to cry when I thought about real Marco, he's waiting on the other side for me to come out of this and I promised I'll make it "You miss him?" I looked to my side and nod "Yeah, I just feel safe in his arms, his soothing voice to calm me down" I giggle a bit

"I also like how nurturing he is with his son, it makes me believe if we have a lot he'll be the best dad ever. But it's just a silly thought" I giggled and he chuckles "Its not silly, it's your mind thinking about your future with him, I know I'm dream Marco but I can tell how he feels for you" I nod

"Its funny..I always think we'll have girl first..in my family girls are born first and I would always picture her with golden brown hair and eyes as blue as the sky..looking a lot like me but taking after marco" I smiled just thinking about it

"That's wonderful..I believe you'll be a great mother, not because I'm a figment of your imagination but I really think you are" I smiled and hugged him "Thanks Dream Marco" after that nice conversation I decided to take a nap.

I woke up in darkness, and I heard monitors around me and people in the halls talking, I shuffled a bit feeling a bit weak as I stretched my arm I felt a gentle hand and it made me blush "Hey..how you feel?" It was Marco, I began to cry as he kissed my cheek and pushed back my hair "I feel good..how long was I put?"

He chuckled a bit "like 6 or 7 hours, I left to shower and eat so I can see you" I giggled and felt thirsty "Oh Marco, hey can you give me water?" He left my hand and he gave me the water, he helped me up and drank the whole thing "Everything looks so dark" he laughs a bit

"Your have patches on your eyes so the light doesn't hurt your eyes" I sigh realizing how dumb I sound but hid it with a giggle "How long will I have this?" "For another 3 hours until the light from the outside goes down" I nod and heard someone walk in "Star! My baby she's okay!"

Mother pushed Marco away which annoyed me but I can't help it she's my mother "Yeah mom, I'm okay stop I can't breathe" she lets go and holds my face and kisses my head and cheeks "I'm happy to see your alright" I nodded and I stayed there with them for the hours Marco told me, I was getting excited on what I'm going to see

"Hello everyone " I heard Angies voice as she stepped into the room, I sat up while I grabbed Marcos hand "Hey! Is it time?" I asked a little bit anxious to see everyone "Yes it is, so everyone stay back and don't crowd her" Marco backed away as well did my mother as angie sat on the bed,

I closed my eyes waiting for the patch to leave, I was nervous and anxious for the big reveal "Alright when I say 3, you slowly open your eyes so it doesn't bother you" I nodded and felt the patches lift off my eyelids. I was shaking with with glee, I just wanted to see what I've missing "1...2..."

"3" I said softly as I fluttered my eyes slightly as my eyes adjusted I saw Angie, she was pretty, like very pretty her hazel eyes and her her curly ginger hair, her smile was sweet and caring which me but her tight "Thank you" I said as I move back I turn and see my mother,

she had indigo blue eyes and a light blue hair, her cheeks had faint birthmark of pink diamonds, understanding why people say I look like her, as I look I see my father, he was short but not that short and had blue eyes and blonde hair just like mine..wait just like mine?! I looked at my hands and my long blonde hair and I giggled a bit as angie pulled a mirror

I saw myself..blue eyes, hair in a mess and my heart birthmarks I touched the mirror and realized I didn't see Marco. I turn to my right and I smile so bright when I see him, he's built but not much, I can see he has muscles with his gray tee and wearing black jeans and a pair of chuck Taylor's "Marco" I say with smile as he looks at me "Yeah Star?" I giggled and held out my hand for him

"I can finally see you"

A/n hello everyone hope your all doing well and hoped you like this part took me a couple hours yesterday and today on how it will go out and I'm pleased to say I liked how I ended it lol
Also song above is Lost Star in a music box form which I love 😊

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