I'm your cure [Luke Hemmings au]

Chapter Fifteen

A/N Hello lovelies:)))) I;m updating twice a day because i'm off ill:) so much has happened since my update this morning which i'm sorry was kinda a filler, but yanno it was needed:) Then, i was kinda dancing around my house with my music up loud so i didn't realise the postman came to the door and by the time i found the key to open the door he was already gone and then i noticed i was stood outside on my drive in just a oversized 5sos tee, my hair in this messy bun, with basically no make up on and i think heartbreak on the big screen blaring out and i looked over next door and my uncles friends are just sat on the picnic bench in the garden (they're around 20 idk) so i thought i could just walk away without anyone noticing and kinda tripped up the step and facepalmed my door, and they all looked round and boy i've never run inside faster:) But my mood got better because i got notes on a selfie on tumblr, and i've made a new tumblr friends so its all good hehe:) SORRY FOR THE HUGE AUTHORS NOTE BUT I JUST HAD TO TELL YOU:) love you guys:) thanks for the amount of reads hehehe:) xxx

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*Luke's p.o.v*

My phone ringing woke me from my peaceful sleep. I opened my eyes, reaching for my phone. There were three messages and eight missed calls. I unlocked my phone and read the one from Caitlyn:

night, love you too!:) see you tomorrow, hope you're feeling better, i'll come round after school okay:) sweet dreams Lukey<3

i was taking the day off. I'd been pretty ill last night after what seemed like some dodgy chinese mum got in. Guess we weren't ordering from there again. I went to check the other phone calls and messages and noticed the contact. Mikey.

why on earth was he calling me at such an early hour. I read the text messages.

Luke, wake up, answer the phone god dammit.

LUKE OMG IF YOU DON'T WAKE UP I'M HERE ALREADY WHERE ARE YOU?:(

what? he was where? and where was i supposed to be? I stretched out confused, pulling on a lose white tee and joggers, plodding down the stairs. Mum was out, so i planned to just lay on the sofa all day. As i walked in to the front room my head shot up.

"finaaaalllly!" he yelled, jumping up from the sofa, running over to me and wrapping his hands around me.

"when, how, why" i demanded, after letting go of him.

"this morning, because i was bored and Liz was talking to my mum" he chuckled, tousling my hair. "don't look so happy then, just one of your best friends that's flown all the way from around the world to see his friend for three days, and no the others are back home" he smiled, flopping himself back down on the sofa.

"i know you're ill, so we have to just chill, there's pizza if you want it and Liz also asked me to ask you about Cait." he smirked, looking over at me as i sat in the chair by the fireplace, switching on the tv to some stupid reality show.

"thanks mate, i might make you it later, and what about her?" i asked, playing it coolly

"dude, i know you're dating, your mum is awful at keeping secrets, so offense" he smiled across at me

"its cool, it wasn't a secret in the first place" i felt my cheeks burn slightly just at the mention of me dating her. I still couldn't get over that she was mine.

"does she know..." he began but i interrupted him

"yes."

"how did it g.."

"fine, she took it well"

I tried to push the subject away. I hated thinking about it, or those images always came back into my head. I looked up, my eyes meeting Michaels.

"sorry mate" he whispered, barely audible. He had noticed my eyes go red, i couldn't cry in front of him. I stood up, rubbing my eyes.

"want a drink or something?" i called walking into the kitchen

"yeh sure" was all i got for a reply. I stood staring out of the patio doors thinking about how much my life had changed since then. I had this beautiful girl to myself, my mum was happy, i had new friends, and i still had my old ones. I had the new start I needed. But I was scared, scared in case I went back, scared in case they came here, scared for Caitlyn if she got caught in the situation again, if she couldn't get out of it so easy this time. Was i bringing her more harm than i was doing her good. Sudden bad thoughts clouded my mind and i had to grab the counter as my head spun. I needed her. right now. I need to hold onto someone. I was so broken up inside. It had been six months. Six months today. Maybe that's why i got sick. From guilt, pain. I didn't know. All i knew was that i needed her.

"Luke are you okay?" i heard Michael call

"Luke?" his tone became increasingly worried

"luke please say something" he barely spoke standing beside me

"sorry" i mumbled, looking down at my hands, and then across at him, "what if i get her hurt, what if something happens to her like.. him" i felt the tears brimming in my eyes, "what if she leaves too" i hung my head to the floor a few tears dropping onto my hands

"hey, mate, shh, no, that's not going to happen okay? i promise" he said, patting my back, "she'll be over here in a few hours and i'll make her get that smile back on your face if i have to!" he smirked, tapping the back of my head.

i stood there, showing Mikey a smile, but inside i was begging, praying to anyone that he was right, i wanted to believe his promise but i just wasn't sure. I couldn't let her get hurt.

i received a text and looked down at my phone which was on the side:

On my way, better get some pizza on before i eat your dog;)<3   

from that one sentence, from that one person, i knew i was going to be okay.

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Also after an amazing ship from that same new tumblr friend, i have the ship name for Caitlyn and Luke, which i am so happy she came up with! (I dedicated this chapter to her, so please go follow her and stuff thankyou!)

sorry this is short its a filler, but i needed it for the story, so the next chapter will be better okay!! xxx