1: I Met Her

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Meaning... I can't seem to find that. For a long time... I wanted to find that something. I think it's meaning. That's what she said...

Dazai: hajimemashite.  Watashi wa Dazai. Dazai osamu.

" Oh. Watashi wa amaiko. Yusuke amaiko. " 

Dazai: oh

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Dazai: oh. I see. Boss said that I'm going to be your partner today.

Amaiko: I see... What's your ability?

Dazai: Human Fail. All abilities are useless against me. I can render them not workable.

Amaiko: I see. Is it possible for you to seal someone's ability forever then?

Dazai: no. Just while I'm touching them only.

Amaiko: oh.... Then I guess boss is better.

Dazai: I guess so.

Amaiko: my ability is Killer Doll. Because of my ability... I'm being cursed to stay this face and this size forever. Until I die. I'm able to summon two katanas and two guns. My physical attributes will also increase when I activate it. But once I deactivate it... I'll become so exhausted I can only sleep. Like a child... A doll...

Dazai: eh... I see.

Amaiko: I'm not your permanent partner though. Kida-chan will be.

Dazai: ah. You must mean kunikida-kun neh.

Amaiko: um... Boss is fine with me not doing jobs as I like... So...

Dazai: eh... How nice.

Amaiko: Dazai, can I call you da-chan?

Dazai: um. Sure~

Amaiko: da-chan. Why are you reading suicidal book? I saw you reading it just now.

Dazai: I want to commit suicide. But somehow they never work well nah~

Amaiko: you find your life boring?

Dazai: a bit...

Amaiko: you don't know what to do with it?

Dazai: I guess...

Amaiko: me too. Floating... Floating... It's like I can't find meaning... Like why am I here?  It's like I'm trying to look for something...

She understands. It was like I found someone who's the same as me.

Amaiko: what am I? Why was I born?

Dazai: amaiko. Have you thought of dying?

Amaiko: um!! But haven't been able to find the best way... Just dying off like that... Seems boring. Die by someone's hand seems like a good idea. But... Haven't been killed. Sigh.... Maybe I should find someone to die with. Won't be so lonely... But it's not like I have a lover...

Dazai: Lover~ cos they will die for each other neh.

Amaiko: now you say of it... It does sound a bit selfish. To just die for me. What if he doesn't want to die? ... Sigh... Why is dying even so hard?

Dazai: neh?

Kunikida: amaiko. Are you ready for the next job?

Amaiko: but I'm not done with my pancakes kida-chan.

Kunikida: hurry up already!!

Amaiko: oh. Have you met him? He's our new partner.

Kunikida: you mean mine. Hajimemashite. Kunikida doppo.

Amaiko: can I not go this time?

Kunikida: sigh... Fine.

Amaiko: yay!!

She takes the rabbit soft toy and puts it by his cheek and she makes a " muack. " She then smiles " nirva thanks you. "

Kunikida: alright already.

That was the first time I met her.

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