desperate 》yoonmin ✿ {Completed}

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"he's in the hospital. i don't know what for, but we should probably go."

"when we get there, im telling yoongi." the youngest boy stated.

they knew it was time to come clean, even though, yoongi probably wouldn't talk to any of them again, but they knew it was something that needed to be done and they couldn't hold it off anymore.

once again jimin, seokjin, hoseok, taehyung, namjoon, and jungkook were forced to tag along with the passengers on the stuffed train.

jimin's heart already felt torn into a million pieces. yoongi was in the hospital, and he undoubtedly knew he was the reason.

he felt responsible and would hold himself accountable.

the ride there seemed like it would never end, torturing jimin, letting his thoughts rip his mind to shreds.

"do you think he's okay?" jimin asked, concerned, trying to keep his secret tears hidden, as he was talking to namjoon.

"i don't know, jimin. i wish i knew, i really wish i did, but not one of us know why he's there, there's not much i can say, other than keep your fingers crossed."

jimin patted namjoon's back, "thank you. for everything you've done in a short amount of time."

namjoon only smiled, sadly. thinking this was the last time him and jimin would speak.

they'd probably part their ways after the crude confession was made.

seokjin was staring at his feet, going over in his mind, the possible things yoongi could be in there for.

but from the looks on the woman's face at the desk, it would not be good.

he didn't want to let all of them know, so he pulled aside jimin, knowing him and yoongi did love each other, but didnt want to come to grips with it.

"hey jimin, you have a minute?"

the younger nodded at him, "yes, hyung. what is it?"

seokjin gripped his forearm, trying to take him to a less crowded spot, which seemed very hard to find. but he did find one little space big enough for the two of them.

"jimin i need you to listen to me intently, or else my words will not have any meaning, do you hear?"

he gulped, a little nervous because he knew this talk would be serious, just by the look on his hyung's face.

"i understand, go on."

seokjin sighed. he wasnt sure what exactly to tell the younger, but he wanted to tell him to open his fucking eyes, and finally admit his feelings to yoongi before it's too late.

"i want you to know the lady looked like something wasn't right when i asked if he was okay, so im not sure what that means. but you deserve to know, but mostly im here to tell you, i know you're madly in love with yoongi.

please let him know before things become too late. he hasn't found anyone like you before and i believe you are dear to his heart. you need to open your eyes and mind and just let yourself go, because i know you're hurting and he is too, you guys need to be together. it's just an idea, but let him know where you stand his life. take this into consideration, yes?"

jimin knew this was all true.
he needed to talk to yoongi after all and see where he stood in the older's life and if they could be in a committed relationship.

they arrived at the hospital.

anxiousness settling into all of their bodies.

it wasn't too busy, just a lot of elderly patients and their family members visiting them.

the place stood oddly still. the silence seemed almost deadly, something felt very, very wrong.

there were nurses gossiping at the receptions desk, until seokjin came up and interrupted them.

he faked a cough, "ahem, excuse me. i am here to visit a friend."

a nurse glared at him. "you'll need to fill out paperwork first." she handed him a clipboard with pink sheets, along with a pen.

"actually law enforcement gave me this slip so i can have rights to see him, along with my other friends, so can i visit my friend? please and thank you."

she looked aggravated, but pulled up a webpage on her computer, typing away.

"who's your friend?"

"min yoongi."
she checked if he was available to be seen right now, luckily he was.

"you can see him under one condition." giving seokjin a stern look.

"what is it?" he was annoyed. he wanted to see yoongi already.

"you and your friends can go back there, but don't disturb anyone else. not all can go in at one time, he's not healed enough for it."

seokjin nodded, going to the waiting area to grab the rest of them.

"we have to go in like two at a time, alright?"

they reached yoongi's room number, the first two entering were seokjin and jimin.

they gasped as they saw the man lying in front of them, IV's hooked up to yoongi, fluids running through his body.

jimin broke down crying at the sight, seokjin rubbed his back to comfort him. "yoongi..." he croaked out.

yoongi lifted his head up a bit, shocked to see the younger boy and one of his friends.

jimin rushed to his side, trying to hug the boy without hurting him. "oh my god, ive missed you so much."

yoongi was confused as he didn't know why the younger boy was this excited to see him.

"ah jimin." he played with the boy's black locks.

jimin was crying, tears sliding down his cheeks, like the rush of a waterfall.

"don't cry, please don't. you're too beautiful for that." he wiped the boy's cheek, and it only made him cry harder.

"why are you here, hyung?" he tried getting a hold of himself.

yoongi didn't respond, he tried avoiding the younger's worried gaze, but the truth would eventually slip up by a nurse or his assigned doctor, so he decided it was in his best interest for him and jimin.

"i.. i tried killing myself, jimin."

hi

im back

how was this

was this expected bc i thought i made it pretty obvious

ily guys ♡
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