Sister of the Bad Boys

A/N-Im sorry

Hey guys....

So your probably expecting a chapter of the story..

But this is gonna be something from my personal life. This is basically the reason why I'm not updating. I feel like I need to let this out...even if it is to people I don't know..

Even Mayo doesn't know..but I'm trying not to get her involved

I had 3 close friends

Lottie
Mayo

And then there was Jackson. I've known Jackson since I was 5.

I still remember the day...

We met in a restaurant. I went to go get some napkins, which were at the back of the restaurant. When I got there, I saw a boy, brown hair blue eyes, messing around with loads of tissues and then there was none left. I got angry and told him off and I could see that he was guilty and he apologised whilst I picked a ripped one on the floor and used that instead.

When my parents were paying, I waited near the entrance and I saw him with an older boy and I presumed his parents. He saw me and started walking over.

He went up to me and gave me a tissue packet, which made me smile. Then, my parents and his parents started talking and they became friends and from that day, I had a new friend.

As I grew up, Me and Jack were inseparable. I called him jacky and he called me Angie. He was the only one who could call me that. I called It was as if I had another twin. He went to a different secondary school then me but I had Mayo at school so I was ok.

Recently, I met up with him in the park, as usual, but when I saw him, he was with another girl.

He introduced me to his girlfriend, Sasha.

I'm not gonna lie-she was a model.

Emerald Green eyes
Dark, dark hair.
Smooth skin
She had the curves

Everything about her was perfect...

And when I met her, I kinda felt jealous that he had another girl in his life- I don't have romantic feelings for Jack.

It's just that...once he started dating her, he started drifting away from our friendship.

He never came to the park on Wednesday evening.

He hardly texted me back.

We never really spoke.

Every time I planned something her said he was busy with Sasha.

At first..I was like ..'it's his girlfriend..he should be spending time with her

But what really pushed me past the limit....was that he brought her to OUR special place.

The little lake in the forest.

OUR SPECIAL PLACE

Nobody else's.....and that really hurt me...

And then......about a week ago..I was walking with my brother to Tesco's to buy some stuff for my mum when I saw Sasha...

MAKING OUT WITH SOME GUY

That słut!

I should have recorded it..

I went to Jacksons house and told him and guess what...

he didn't believe me! he said 'no need to be jealous that your single and I'm not. Maybe you should stop being a selfish b**** and leave me alone.'

That hit me in the heart.

The person that has been my friend from the start....

My friend
My partner in crime/mischief
My supporter
My helper
The person who could cheer me up when I was down.

The person who picked me up when I fell

The person who helped me with my work

The person who was always there for me

The person who I considered the most important person in my life (sorry Mayo and Evangeline) but it was true...

I left without another word....

And it's been 5 days...and I'm dying. My parents and brothers keep asking me what's up but I haven't told them....I haven't even told Evangeline my twin sister.

I still try to be the funny, helping, clumsy jolly person everyone knows I am...but now I don't know...

I haven't left my room...

People would probably think: it's just a fall out, get over it...

But Jackson was a part of me and now he isn't here...and everything seems.....

Dull

He blocked me on social media...and when I saw him in the park..he didn't even spare me a glance.....

Was I nothing to him?!

Does our years of friendship mean nothing?

I stay in my bedroom, writing and drawing. Evangeline can tell something's up but I'm not ready to share it with them...

Yeah..so I'm not really motivated to write...so I'm sorry.

I hope you can forgive me for not updating..

Thanks for reading.

Bye