3069 days

chapter nineteen

7 people wanted Erwin to die.
1 person wanted eren to die.
Rest in peace commander Erwin Smith.

*kggggg*........*kggghhh*............*kgggggghh*..... Levi was dragging eren's body over the wooden floor. *kggggh*
He opened the basement door, sweat dripping of his forehead, he took a deep breath to calm down and kicked eren of the basement stairs.
He didn't turn the lights on and closed the door with a loud shut. Levi was beyond pissed but this time he was feeling regret. He had hurt his lover, again...
He leaned against the wall and started thinking about deep thoughts. How could he make everything like it was before?
Petra is dead, just like it was then, Annie was alive, but in this world she's dead.
"Is that where I fucked up....?" He ran a hand trough his hair and slightly tugged it. "Because everything is not the same...?"

Levi nodded a few times to make him believe himself. "Haha...that must be it...of course eren loves me! I just made some small mistakes and now our life has changed!!" He yelled to himself.
"........." Levi walked out of the hallway, grabbed some gloves, a sewing kit,A towel, a bucket full of water and his phone.
He placed all the items in the shower. Why? So he could quickly erase all evidence.

In his room he grabbed a key hidden in his pencil case. He walked towards a room that is not often used, he opened the creaky door with the key and walked inside.
He gagged and covered his nose with his sleeve.
The room was filled with a horrible rotten smell, like someone died here weeks ago. Levi opened a back and looked at all the different body parts he collected trough these years, every death had to do with eren, he did it all for eren.
Jean who bullied him and died in a carcrash? It was me.
Eren's mom who died of a sickness? I poisened her.
Armin's grandpa who died of being old? I injected him with something.
Mina who commited suicide? I choked her and sliced her wrists open.
And the list goes on.

Why?
Because it had to be. It's fate.
Eren and me being together is fate, then dying is fate.
This is how it's supposed to be.
Levi picked up the bloody clothed from his victims. With no reason he started to sew holes that were in the clothes, he must have nothing else to do.
After that he cleaned all the body parts in the shower. He was getting rid of these.

~timeskip~
A few weeks had passed.
Eren's swollen throat and neck was healing fast, but some small spots were still seen.
Levi only paid visits if he was bringing eren food or water, he didn't talk to eren anymore. Even if he asked something, Levi would just walk away and close the door.
Eren sighed and rolled onto the couch that was in the basement, which was also his sleeping spot. He had already scanned trough every corner. Not everything eren found was completely useless, he found a knife, it's a bit rusty but good enough to defend himself with.
There was a tv and some cd's, to bad the tv didn't work, he would have liked to watch kungfu panda.

The basement door openend and a bit of light filled the dark room. Eren looked towards the door, expecting to see Levi, it was Erwin. "Good to see you again eren." He closed the door behind him and walked down the creaky wooden stairs.
Eren gulped and tried to watch erwin the best he could so he could protect himself.
But there was barely any light in the basement. "...did you two do it?" Erwin asked.
".....huh..?" Eren said in a confusing tone. Erwin grunted, had an angry expression on his face, walked towards eren and crawled onto him. "Did you two have sex." Eren's eyes widened and he instantly replied to defend himself. "No!!"
Erwin nodded. "I'm glad...." He purred and smoothly lifted up eren's shirt, he planted kisses on his thin stomach. "S-Stop!!" He yelled and kicked Erwin.

Erwin grabbed his leg and easily held it down, even though eren didn't want to admit it, Erwin is pretty strong.
erwin unbuckled his belt and pulled at eren's underwear. Tears appeared in the corner of eren's eyes. "N-no! I don't want this!!" He yelled. But Erwin didn't listen to eren's cries.
He took of eren's underwear and threw it aside. He had unbuckled his belt, opened his button and zipper. "You'll scream just the way you did then.." Erwin smirked and grabbed his manhood. He moved closer towards eren, with his other hand he spreaded eren's legs. "Ready?"
Eren began to panic.
Not again, he doesn't want this to happen again.
Why did all this happen to him..?
A voice appeared in his head.
You couldn't save your mother because you weren't strong enough.
....at that time I was weak too, and something horrible happened..
I may be in a different life now..but I can't be weak anymore!!
Eren grabbed the rusty knife from underneath the couch and stabbed Erwin in his chest. "Mgrh!!??" Eren stabbed again, again
again
And again. He was crying loudly.

Erwin's lifeless body fell of the couch, blood pooled on the ground, his hands were bloody, there were bloodtains on his shirt and a few drops of blood on his face.
Eren's hands were shaking. "H-hh......hhh..." He pulled his knees up to his chest and hugged himself while crying.
I wasn't weak this time, but this...isn't being strong either.

~ to be continued ~

Wahoo!! Chapter done!
This took me quite some time to write.
Did you guys enjoy it? I hope so!
I had my first day of school today..when is the next vacation?😂
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