She doesn't know what she should do. They always say, "You can't just be friends with someone you're so in love with."
It feels different now though. After things were said after things were discovered it started to feel different. She said too much she felt too much. She was the only one hoping. She is the only one who is still in love. She is the only one who hasn't moved on. It makes her feel sick to her stomach that the thought of eating disgusts her. She feels so out of touch. It's like reality came and smacked her across the face. It hit her hard.
She feels like she can't be the friend they need. She loves too much, too deeply.
She doesn't know what to do. She doesn't know if she should stay or if she should go. If she should distance herself. It would hurt either way, no matter what she does. What should she do?
What could she have expected? After all this time...what could she have expected...?
