It's pretty much been a month today. But what I want to know is,
When the realization hits you that it wasn't all me and that you had a main role in this sad destruction that has left my world so cold.
When your warm summer nights start to feel like winter.
When you finally feel the chill on your skin and your bones begin to quiver.
When the days are supposed to be longer but it's your nights that seem endless.
When you start to lie awake at 1 am, remembering our conversations at this hour.
When you're out doing the things you've said you wanted to do with me and it feels like your gut came open and swallowed you whole.
When you stop and look around because you thought you saw that face you were once in love with some where amongst the crowd.
When you come to see the light. When you realize you hurt me too. When you realize you miss me. When you realize you still love me. When you realize you should've stayed by my side like I did so many times for you. When you realize you still want me. When you realize you're ready to come back again, but this time you can't so easily like before,
How Does It Feel?
