I thought I was over that feeling.
Waking up without you, the pain inside my chest with every breath.
I thought I was over the tears and how badly they stung my cheeks after awhile.
See, I've lost you before and I thought I was over that feeling. I thought this time was it.
But we're broken again and this time there's so much more pain and I really don't think anyone's to blame.
This time, I have our more then a year long memories.
The sweet taste of your lips.
The way we laughed until our sides hurt.
How we made out in the dark.
There's your parents, how lovely they were. I loved your mom with the Alexa and how your dad teased her. The love they have for each other and the thought that, that could've been us.
Your dogs, how she jumped up on me and brought me her toy. How she stood by the back door and barked. And the other one although she wouldn't let me pet her she still was awfully cute.
There's the sounds of our horrible singing voices while we sang in your car. Oh what I would give to hear them again.
There's the gifts you got me and the little notes we made for each other. And our anniversary gifts we never got to give. I still have it.
The Snapchats and text messages. The phone calls.
There's
Absolutely
Everything
This
Time
And
Oh
What
I
Would
Give
To
Have
It
All
Back
I
Don't
Think
I
Can
Be
Over
All
Of
This
Not
This
Time
Oh
What
I
Would
Give
To
Hear
You
Say
I
Love
You
Again
