2 months ago or so, I finally was able to get enough courage to delete some things of you off my Instagram. Some of the quotes I posted in which you commented loving things. Some quotes that I posted and tagged you in that showed my love for you.
I did it finally, because of the hurt I felt. I didn't really want to, because if we're being honest deep down I still want them up there. But, I felt like they had to be taken down even though I was battling myself.
But, I did not delete the posts about you and us. Your pictures are still there even a year later, because it would be taking a big part of me down. You were and always will be a big part of me.
A secret between you and I, even though I deleted the quotes with your sweet comments, I still have the screen shots so if I ever want to remember how it felt to be loved by you the memory isn't far.
Oh and another secret,
No matter what you do.
No matter how bad the things you say to me are.
I will always and forever love you...
