merry go round

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I'm a bit tired of the merry go round.
Going in circles does the ride slow down?

My head feels loopy and my chest feels full. Tell me how to stop the merry go round.

The shouting in my ears, the destruction in my eyes. Tell me how to get off the merry go round.

Been brought up and been brought down. Going in circles does my heart slow down?

Feeling lost in my mind and my feelings scattered. Tell me please how to stop the merry go round.

Trying to put the pieces back together, but I'm afraid they've been too weathered. Can I even get off the merry go round?

I care so much and love too hard. Going in circles does my heart even matter?

Caught inbetween the truth and the lie. I don't think I even know this time. Maybe there is no way to stop the merry go round.

I don't know where to go, no one to hold me through it. Guess I'm stuck here on the merry go round.

Life flashes in front of my eyes. There has to be something more then this. No I'm not just sad, I am hurt. I can be happy if you gave me the chance. But the thing about the merry go round is, you never know what you'll get.

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I made this based off of how I'm really with real life events in my personal life. Please tell me what you think :)

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