I had a dream in which I woke up at 4 something in the morning this morning. In the dream you showed that you were with someone new. And usually people don't see dates in their dream but I saw one, it said Decemeber 27th 2020. And I got this weird feeling that you would be getting married. The dream felt so real that when I woke from it so early in the morning I wanted to cry. Because I don't want you with anyone else. I know it'll take some time for us to find our way back to each other, but I don't want anyone else. And it'll kill me if you found someone.
It's going to screw with me all day today, especially since we broke up 5 months ago today.
I wish there was a way to make this easier. But I guess in order to become better we must feel the pain.
