DEMON // PARK JIMIN ✔︎

(3)Hurt

"I don't deserve you"

He left the house before I could say anything, he didn't even turn to look at my miserable self.

Loneliness surrounded me the moment he left me, I sat down, sobbing, on the floor.

My mind was a mess, frightened and scared..... not for myself but for Jimin.

Jimin has always been the calm and gentle type, he seldom lost his temper and always had a smile drawn on his lips, but since his mother visited us last week, he frequently got angry and sometimes even cried, alone, in the bathroom.

I had always known that he had secrets, many things were untold, many mysteries unsolved, But, I never forced Jimin to disclose them.

I knew he was uncomfortable when I spoke to him about his mother, so I thought it was better some things remained as secrets.

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"I have to find Jimin"

I was determined, I just couldn't let him suffer, I loved him more than anything else.
I will help him, I surely will, I can't see him in so much pain, I just wanted him to be happy. Is that too much to ask for?

I ran through the busy streets of Seoul in search of Jimin, I asked people if they had seen him anywhere, I showed them my favourite picture of Jimin, Whenever I saw that picture emotions took over me, my heart felt empty, I already missed him so much.

My heart never felt so heavy before.

My tears kept rolling down my cheeks, but I didn't lose hope.

I was so much worried for him, Where is he? Is he alright? He is already hurt badly, Is he suffering from too much pain? Is he passed out somewhere? No it can't be.

"Ahhh Jimin!!!!! Please wherever you are, I hope you are fine! I will find you soon."

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"I am trying to find him from so many hours, I searched in every possible place, I can't find him anywhere, please help me you are my last hope, Please I can't live without him" I cried, "He is hurt! Please I need to find him....mother" this time they weren't just tears, they portrayed every bit of pain I was going through.

"I don't care about him, atleast not anymore" she turned her back to me with arrogance, "I don't want to help you find that jerk who destroyed our lives, Who took away my ONLY SON!!!!! Get out of here I don't care if HE DIES."