Just Remember Me (sfs)

Chapter 14

                                                                                    [Ezra POV]

So a few nights ago when Nat and Aida were here, Aida and me had a conversation. She basically said she only wanted to be friends 'till she's ready. I mean I'm all for it, but you don't fuck your friends, you don't kiss your friends, at least not to me you don't. I can't say the same for Aida because her and Zay are friends and they fuck like rabbits. I'm just up to my peak with Aida honestly. She is just like she was before she lost her memory. I love her, but  I moved out of New York for a reason. To stay away from her and to move on. So I guess it is time to pack up and leave again this time with out Rena, she has everything to lose if she moves again, Maverick will find her is she leaves. Yes, I know about her real father, just like I know everything about her. I'll let her tell that though. But I'll clue y'all in on how that conversation with Aida went down after what y'all heard.

 [Recap]

"I know , I know I've been distant especially after that" Aida says . This made me a little insecure for just a second but I quickly composed myself.

"So what's the real reason why?"I asked all jittery on the inside, a frown on my lips.

She sighs "I think we should just be friends" She confessed. Did I just get friend-zoned. Hmm that's cool

"You don't fuck your friends. Last time I checked e weren't together when that happened"I sighed not really caring if I came off with attitude 

"I don't kno-"

"You never know what to say. It's fine though Aida I'm not pressed"  I cut her off. She had this unreadable expression on her face

"I'm s-"

"Eh don't say words you don't know how to use. You only say sorry because you feel bad not because you mean it. You don't mean it and I can tell you don't by that dumb ass look you got on your face. I've seen it to many times" I raised my hand turning my head away from her gaze while closing my eyes.

"Ezz-"

"It's Ms.Miller to you friend" I said. I cut her off again. She sighed deeply while frowning. I want to cry as of now, but not in front of her. 

                                                                       [End of Recap]

So as you see that's what happened. I don't know if I was to harsh. But she's bull shit son. Every word that came out her mouth was bull shit.

I heard my phone ringing and I picked it up without really looking at the I.D.

"Hello" I questioned

"Hey baby, I heard you're moving again?" My mom questioned " Yeah you heard right. I just can't right now. I need to get as far from New York as possible. New Jersey is too close. Too close to her. I can't with her right now. I should've just moved on mamma" I laughed slightly while sighing at the same time.

"I know I raised you better than to run away from your problems baby. Look you are grown and I can't tell you what to do. But I will say do what makes you happy. If moving makes you happy then move. I mean it's not like you have to work , you are a Miller. Miller's tend to sit pretty and make money for that alone"My mom joked making me smile. Even though I know I don't have to work because I got money like that, I don't like being in the house with nothing to do. I get that from my mom. She doesn't have to work but she does anyways. 

The difference between me and Aida is that, I have tons of money , but I don't get extravagant over the top things like mansions and shit, I rock my clothes that I like. Not suits and ties. Please that shits over rated. I will wear a suit and tie when I have to. Not all the time. I Rather have good quality things that last forever. Unlike Aida who likes to flaunt her money, nothings wrong with it. Just not my style or my way of doing things. I grew up in the hood and she grew up privileged. 

"Now mamma, I'm moving to Florida, Kentucky, or Atlanta. Where you think I should go" I asked

"I can't tell you. You have to decide. I mean you will have to live with accents not me"She laughed before hanging up. This all may be an Idea but I don't know if should stay or go. We'll see. If I decide to go I'll have to deal with Rena being mad at me because I'm leaving. I don't think Aida would care so I'm not going to even think of what she would or wouldn't do.

                                                                            [Aida POV]

"I know she's fed up with me" I sighed over the phone with Rena

"I would be too. Keep laying with her fucking feelings and shit dumb hoe" Rena spat

I'm used too getting verbally abused from Rena , it's kind of funny too so eh " I don't want to lose her though Rena. Seriously I know I messed up but I still care about her" The end went silent for a moment

"Of course you still care, but there's not enough caring in the world. What she needs is someone that loves and cares about her. You don't seem to love or care. Because if truly did, you wouldn't have played her like that Michelson" Rena semi-yelled through the phone

"I tried to say sorry but she wasn't trying to hear it" I sighed

"You say sorry too much. Besides you only said it because you felt bad not because you meant it. But like you said she's fed up with you. I don't know if she's completely done with you, but I do know she might move away even further from New York. She's my best friend I know she wants to leave, is about to leave, or is seriously thinking about leaving." Rena sighed

"I can't let her leave. I won't allow it. "I demanded

"There you go on your high horse demanding shit. She is a grown ass woman. At the end of the day she is going to do what makes Ezra happy. I'll visit her if she leaves, I won't be leaving, I have things to handle up here "Rena spat lowly

"Did Ezra say she was leaving?"I asked

"Not to me. So I don't know. But I know her very well. I know she's considered it"She spat before she hung up.

I only want to be friends not because I'm not ready but because I don't know if I can generate as much love she gives to me back to her. I know I should've tried but I don't know. She's a sure thing. I haven't had that in a long time. I know she was either mad , sad or both because she told me to call her Ms.Miller. Her words stung just a little. I loved her before I lost my memory, when I gained it back, I fell in love with her all over again, I felt that shit. That's what I'm afraid of. Am I wrong? Maybe. I don't know what to really do

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Aida?

Ezra go or stay?

Ezra overreacting?

Rena?

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