She turns around with the strap in her hand. "You ready?" She says with a devilish smile spread across her face.
I feel the own fear spread across my face. "Chyna, please dont." I say with a fearful face. "I love you. I wouldn't do anything you don't want me to." She says.
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I wake up in a pool of sweat. I feel a gushy feeling between my legs. I know I didn't squirt on myself in my sleep. Fuck my life.
I pick up my phone seeing 10 missed calls. I get up, stripping of my clothes. I look at myself in the mirror. I smile looking at how my body looks.
I look in the mirror harder, noticing something behind me. Correction, someone. I look a bit harder, to see someone's arms wrapped around my bare body.
"Miss me?" I hear a voice say. Chyna's. "What're you doing here?" I ask frowning. "I'm here to love you. I loved you from the start. I was always here for you." She says smiling into the crooke of my neck.
"No!" I say shutting my eyes tightly. "You're not here!" I say screaming. "You're right. I'm not here, and never will be." She says with a cynical laugh.
"Dumb bitch. She'll never love you." I hear her voice but, not her. I take my razor and pressing it up to my arm. "Make it stop, and I wont." I say aloud.
I don't hear a response. I wait a few seconds, and I hear a small whisper. "Kill yourself. Because, no one loves you. Not even your acclaimed bestfriend."
I press the razor harder, making a deep cut. I throw the razor across the room, picking up my phone.
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[Chyna🤞🏽☠]
I love you. Always Will, always did. Took me a while to find that.
I grow every and feel my body fall to the floor like, a bag of separated limbs.
Pitch Black.
Thanks for reading.
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Humor"I don't like studs, okay? We're just friends." She says. "Right, friends." I say, crashing my lips into hers.