Not So Different | Connor x Gavin Reed | Detroit Become Human Story

Chapter 46: What Is This Feeling?

(I AM FAR FROM FINISHING THIS FANFIC BUT IS IT WEIRD THAT I HAVE ALREADY WROTE THE FINAL CHAPTER?! Like... It's emotional af and it hurts so much.)

"No, Gavin." Connor said, pushing Gavin away before heading over the couch to sit down.

Gavin pouted before narrowing his eyes at the android, "Come on, babe." he said, walking over to Connor before sitting in his lap. He leaned down to capture Connor's lips with his. His hands moved up to the android's hair.

Connor pressed a hand to Gavin's chest to push him back slightly, "Gavin. No."

"Whhhhyyyy?" he whined.

"Because I don't want to. Simple as that."

Gavin's hands trailed down to the back of Connor's neck, "Connor-"

"You're only using me to cope. I'm not sleeping with you."

Gavin sighed, "Babe, I don't want to have sex with you just to cope. Yes. I will admit that me being clingy and flirty with you does help when it comes to coping. But if you don't want to have sex then that's fine. I would love to show you how much I love you but it's okay." he gave the android a reassuring smile, "I'm not pushing you into anything you don't want to do."

He simply wrapped his arms around Connor's neck before putting his head underneath the android's chin. Gavin felt Connor tense up.

Connor was honestly surprised at Gavin's response. He was a lot more calm than he had expected him to be. He put his arms around Gavin's waist and relished in the hug as his body relaxed.

"I'm fine with doin' shit just like this, Con. I love you." Gavin assured, his arms tightening around the android's neck. 

"Okay." Connor said, "I love you, too."

Gavin pulled back slightly to look into his eyes, "Now how about some coffee?" he leaned forward to kiss Connor's jaw before standing. He eyed the few remaining shards of glass on the floor, "Hey, Con?" he said looking back at the android.

"Y-Yeah?"

He winked at him, "Did it hurt?"

Connor just rolled his eyes, "What, when I fell from heaven?"

"No, when you FELL THROUGH MY FUCKING WINDOW!" he exclaimed as he entered the kitchen.

"I apologised!" he heard Connor call back causing him to chuckle to himself whilst he switched on the coffee machine.

-x-

Gavin was seated next to Connor with his arms around the android's waist.

"This is... nice." Connor said, his hand still wrapped around his coffee. He then felt Gavin's head rest against his shoulder, "I'm... I'm sorry." he said, putting the mug down onto the coffee table.

Gavin removed his head from Connor's shoulder to get a better look at him, "What for?"

Connor turned his head to look at Gavin, "For not wanting to-" he was cut off by Gavin's lips against his.

"Don't you fucking dare apologise for shit like that." Gavin breathed between the kiss before moving his hands up to cradle the android's head. One of Connor's hands came to rest on Gavin's leg as his eyes closed, automatically kissing Gavin back, "I would never force you into somethin' like that, babe." he smiled into the kiss, "I love you." he muttered as his hand softly carressed the android's cheek.

Connor nodded, his free hand came up to Gavin's neck to deepen the kiss.

This time, Connor was the one to move so he was sitting in Gavin's lap with his legs on either side of his hips. Both of his arms wrapped around Gavin's neck, whilst Gavin's hands settled on the small of Connor's back.