The fear of death is always an unjustified fear bcuz there's no place of accidents for someone who suffered the loss.....
Yes....moving to OT , preparing for the operation and most importantly for her baby brother whom once she held in her hands, cradled like a mother, was partner in crime and always sheilding him ....was it that simple for a human to just keep going as if it's a stranger and she has to handle the pateint.... unfortunately no....she was scattered ....this one day was enough to drain each and every strength she had held since her birth, everytime she fell she rose but today she can't even stay strong nor can she break ......a true test of being stable....she was walking aimlessly with all the images of the childhood flashing in front making it harder for her to breathe but she had to stay strong and the gravity of situation demanded that and now she was just like a dead person or an abstract idea away from emotions she guarded her walls she can't break ....no chance of breaking... She hurried to the OT
A- nurse saari preparation ho gayi!?(everything ready)
N- yes Dr! But Dr Neil ......
A- nhi we can't wait and already blood loss ho chuka hai hospital ke blood bank se blood arrange Karo quick bring the pateint and give me injection we have to start it
N- ok ma'am
Soon Aman was brought and now Avani was off gaurded just by the mere glance of the Aman in blood all over forehead She shakily took the breath closing her eyes as if reassuring herself to calm down and took the scissor to cut the clothes carefully but hands were not supporting her actions with trembling hands and sweat all over her face the nurse too was confused as to why for the first time did Dr.Avani was so fragile and broken
N- ma'am are you ok !? Shall we wait for Dr to come!
A- no we need to hurry( closes eyes and takes reassuring breaths to calm her freaking mind but no results) Just as she ripped the blood soaked shirt the wound around the stomach with freshly oozing blood made her loose everything and with trembling fears and shaking hands she took cotton to wipe off that blood Just as she was about to wipe off the blood she reached near the wound and her eyes were watery while the whole time she lost it , she can't and her whole body felt cold but she can't break was what she was murmuring to herself
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A- nhi! Abhi nhi Avani tujhe usko teek karna hai! No you bloody can't loose it ( tears flowing continuously) Now nurse couldn't wait and ran to dr.neil's cabin
N- Dr! Dr.Neil aap ready ho?(r u ready)
Neil- haa mein aa hi raha tha kya hua is everything alright? ( Seeing nurse tensed)(yes is everything alright)
N- Kuch theek nhi hai jaldi chaliye we are making it worst !( Nope)
Neil- lekin Avani hai na to kya hua pateint ko?( But avani is there right)
N- Maine dr.avani ko Kabhi itna helpless nhi dekha vo theek se soch bhi nhi paa rhi hai she is not able to perform the operation ( Yes but today she's not the dr.avani she's in shock)
