Foreordained. || Park Jinyoung fanfic

My friend.

"Worry about yourself." He says without glancing my way and continue chewing his food.

"Where to?" He asks still looking down his plate.
"Your face is making me lose my appetite." I answer back sarcastically as I walk out the restaurant without even greeting Carl's mom.
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"Freaking hell. Why is he using what he knows against me? Am I wrong for worrying about him. Why do I even care? Let him sleep with whoever he wants why bother myself. It's not like I'm his mom! ...." I keep talking to myself all the way back to my home.
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"Sooooo let's see what're my plans for today" I say as I open up the fridge and turn the TV on.
"Should I have gotten snacks on my way?" I think as I look into the empty fridge.
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"Thankyou." I say as I hand the man the money and head out of the convenience store.

"Lelyan?" I hear a familiar voice call.
"Don't you think we see each other a lot these days?" I ask as I look at Jinyoung who looks just as surprised as I do.
"But you like it." He winks
"You've been way too nice, It'd have been weird if you wouldn't say something so stupid." I reply as I roll my eyes at him.
"You look better."
"I always look good, but your vision just works occasionally." I reply back sarcastically as I began to head home.
"My homes nearby, let's go together."
"What a coincidence!" I say to him.
"What're you plans for the weekend?" He asks.
"Maybe go with Carl- nothing. I don't have anything for the weekend." I cut myself as I remember what Carl said earlier.
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"You seem like you'd love another hit." I hear Carl's voice a few inches away, infront of my gate.
Jinyoung didn't reply. Probably knowing the consequences of dealing with an ex- gangster.

"What are you doing here?" I ask Carl who's got his eyes fixed on an unbothered Jinyoung.
"So you left lunch because you're meeting him and used me as an excuse." Carl said in disbelief.
"Shouldn't you be here apologizing for what you said instead of make a scene?" I ask back Carl as both our moods seem to be ruined.
Poor Jinyoung probably feels awkward.
"Oh I did come here to apologize. But look what I found." He said as he pointed out at the two of us.
"I not in mood for your stupid games. If you're here to apologize then just do it." I yell back at him.

"Apologize for what now? I don't find a relevant reason anymore." He states.
"Uhm maybe apologize for what you said earlier, and for hitting Jackson and not telling me about and even for smacking jinyoungs face when he did absolutely nothing!" I yell at Carl's face utterly pissed at just everything.

I was truly pissed at what he said earlier, but him being infront of me when I'm pissed, made me just take everything out on him even if I didn't mean it. I truly appreciated his presence. He was always there for me, but I was just way too pissed tot hunk straight.

"So now I'm the one at fault?" He said softly with a scoff making me look like the bad one and feel guilty.

"N-no I mean, no I'm just-"
"Forget it. I'm sorry for interfering in your life." He says looking away.
Before I could say anything I was him walking away. Being the tall person he is, I had to run to his large steps, but before I could start running, Jinyoung held my wrist, I totally forgot about his presence.

"Just let him be for now."