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Alright can I just...

Alright can I just

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What the f

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What the f.

I don't know....

I would've thought at least one of you would have had enough and said I was faking it for attention... I don't know how you guys can trust me that easily..... I just don't get it.

You guys shouldn't care,really. You guys do know I'm just another random person on the internet that wants to kill themselves,right?

Sigh..........

I just...
All I can say is....

Alright.........................................

I'll try harder. I'll try..... I'll try not to let you down... I'm just going to get off the internet for a few days. I'm gonna try to repair my friendships. I guess I don't really have a reason for myself. But maybe I don't have to... You guys said it yourselves... Jk. I'm gonna go on for you guys. Okay? Hah. This sounds so stupid. But maybe there's not really anything wrong with that.

I'll try holding it off for a few days. I'll see you all when I get back. Maybe I'll try spending more time with my family- jk lol. Wtf. They're kind of the reason I started hating my life in the first place-

Cut toxic people out of your life in 2018.
My family has good intentions. But man,do they fucking suck at this. I'm sorry for cussing. And for being rude. I just want to say that I'm still alive.

You will never fucking know how intensely I appreciate that you guys care about me and how much I care about you guys even though I was about to try killing myself. That was kind of mean of me... I'm sorry. I hope I didn't ruin your day too much. Bye.

I hope you all have a fantastical day.

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