Supernatural fanfic 5/3/17 - 1/2/18

GRIFFIN EPILOGUE

Pairing: Non

Characters: Dean, Sam, Reader, Crowley

Words: ~670

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Sam walked up to the front desk at the Hospital, smiling at the nurse behind the counter.

"Hi!" he greeted her warmly. "I'm here to pick up Y/N."

The nurse frowned. "Y/N L/N?" she asked. "I'm sorry. She left last night." the nurse told him when he nodded. "Are you Sam Winchester?"

"Yes that's me." Sam told her.

"She left this for you." she told him, pulling an envelope from your file and handing it to him.

"Thank you." Sam told her quietly. Taking it from her, he left.

Dean looked up when Sam slammed the motel room.

"Where's Y/N?" he asked puzzled.

"She left us a note." Sam told him taking it out of his pocket.

"Oh no." Dean said. "he took her...?"

Sam nodded opening the letter.

"Sam and Dean." He began.

"If you're reading this than Crowley has me.

I'm not really sure what to say here so this might not all make sense.

Hopefully by now I've told you about Asteri. If I haven't I suppose it doesn't matter now that I'm gone.

I want to thank you guys, both for helping me with Asteri and for showing me that I can love again.

If Crowley hadn't brought me to you guys I never would have known that I could still love.

Since we didn't really get to know each other I thought I would tell you a little bit about myself.

My favorite song is All That Matters by Christina Perri.

My favorite color is a pale orange. It's such a happy color.

I love spring when all the flowers are blooming.

Dean I'm sorry I didn't trust you sooner. You reminded me of my father and most of the other hunters that he used to hunt with. All of them were mean drunks, so it was hard for me to trust you, until I saw how gentle you were with Sammy.

As I sit here in the half lit motel room I keep thinking of all the things I had wanted to do. All the places I had wanted to see. All the things I never got to say.

I never got to tell you I loved you. I love how gentle you are with each other when your fixing each other up.

Sammy I love how soft your hair is, and how you run your hands through mine when you think I'm asleep. I love how you protect me even when I don't need it. I love everything about you.

Dean I ... I love you. I don't know what else to say.

I love how you hide your softness behind your gruff exterior. I love your hugs, how you pull tight like you never want to let go.

There's a quote I like to remember: "Having a soft heart in a cruel world is courage, not weakness."

I want you to remember that for me.

I want you to know that if I could go back and do this life over again I would do the same thing. Make the same choices. I would never have met you if I hadn't made the deal. Hadn't sold my soul.

I can see light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe it's hell fire, maybe it's something else. But I'm out of it. I don't have to do this anymore. I'm tired. I just want it to be over. I don't want to watch everyone I love die. I'm only sorry we didn't get to spend more time together.

I see the sun rising now. Today is my last day. If I somehow escape I will burn this and you will never see what I have written here.

The sunrise is beautiful. Please find somewhere and watch a sunrise and drink a beer in my memory.

I hear you guys stirring now so I need to end this. Please remember me. Remember I love you both. Plant some flowers for me. Watch a sunrise. Please don't forget about me. I have feeling I will see you again.

Love, Y/N."