The Diary

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"am I going to regret it? or do you not want it?..."

"I-I uhm" jin was surprised and confused all at the same time.

"don't overthink it," namjoon says glancing over at the elder, but stopped when he felt his phone buzzing.

taehyung.

shit, he forgot about the call.

"Hello?"

jin looks over confused.

"namjoon, what the fuck did you do?!"

"what are you talking about?"

"All I know is yoongi called me like 15 minutes completely pissed and was talking about the fair or something, I really don't know he hung up irritated. so what the fuck did you do now?"

"I might've pushed a little, maybe received a punch, I mean like we ran into them. nothing major-"

"NOTHING FUCKING MAJOR?!"

jin looks over a little scared, I mean it wasn't that serious right?

"namjoon, rethink this. im guessing you got a little defensive, right? maybe tried to show dominence? you should know of all people how yoongi hates that. I mean is this all worth it, I mean people say this guy lies-"

jin just continues to look on the far, he's not surprised, he knows what people think of him.

"tahyung."

"c'mon, have you ever asked anyone about it? like ever?"

"I can think for my own, I can make my own decisions"

"okay yes, you can. but this one? I don't know, I mean he's just kinda weird. he never talked to me, he doesn't have friends. I mean I think you should just direct him to a counselor and come apologize to yoongi and everything can be solved."

" and whats a counselor gonna do? 'i advise you to talk to the police, don't forget to grab a lollipop on the way out!', okay? their not gonna help. and maybe you should think about yourself. sure you have friends, but why does yoongi dominate over you still? when he asks you to go to a party you all follow. when he wants to hang out we follow, but when he cancels we don't say anything. im sick of it, it's not how I want to live my life. and I know for a fact this isn't a lie."

taehyung just sighs on the other end.

"Okay, fine. but im warning you, he's really pissed off. and if you say it's true then im guessing his brother is too so you might want to try and protect your little boyfriend, okay?"

"I think you forget im older than you."

"sometimes. bye."

"bye"

"you need to stop doing that." jin speaks up.

"what?" namjoon questions slipping his phone back in his pockets.

"defending me"