Am fear eile ~Outlander~

~Chapter Twenty nine~ Skye

HEAD START WARNING!!! Sexual content!!

I didn't know how fast I could climb up the stairs to mine chamber after dinner, a chamber that I now shared with Jamie or James, I still had to decide how to call him now.
"Oi yer git yerself a eager yin laddie," I heared Angus cheer to Jamie but I quickly closed the door and leaned against it.
I quickly pulled myself out of the damn wedding dress and sat down a couch that was looking out on the window and grabbed the bottle with whiskey and poured that down my troath. The door opened but I kept sitting with my back towards It.
"Lass are ye okay," the voice of Jamie filled the room and the creaking of the floorboards indicated that he was walking directly towards me. "Was it to much downstairs for ye?"
I shook my head. "No James, this all is to much for me." I whispered.
He now stood directly behind me and touched my shoulder. his warm hands shot shivers down mine spine and left goosebumps all over my body.
"Dae tell me," he said and walked around the couch to sit next to me. he grabbed my hands and forced me to look at him. "Ah kin hulp."
"No, you can't, not with this," I pulled my hands back and took the bottle and took another sip like my life was depending on it.
"Then still tell me, yer mah wife Greer," I huffed.
"Not really we still have to make it official," I nodded towards the bed and he smiled half.
"We were wed before God and bloodbound," he grabbed my hand again and followed the line on my wrist. "Consumating it's ainlie fur th' men downstairs."
"I'm glad they don't have to be in the room when we do it," I told him. "I rather not have Dougal here when we do it,"
"Neither dae i," Jamie laughed. "but dinnae chaynge th' subject lassie, tell me whit's troubling ye,"
I didn't even know what it was. Was i feeling guilty towards Ben back home, was I feeling guilty towards James because I didn't told him he truth or my real name when we wed.
"It's really nothing you can help with James," I stood up and walked towards the bed. "Maybe we should go to bed."
He looked at me and raised one eyebrow. " To bed or to sleep?"
I smiled. "Well we do have to make it official, so?" I suddenly felt shy and embarrassed.
"Ah ehh wull hulp ye wi' yer corset, lashes 'n' stuff." he reached out his hand but then looked confused. "but ehm how?"
"First the skirt." I turned around and I felt how he unleashed the ties and the skirt felt down around my ankles. I turned around and removed the hippad.
Jamie then reached up and started to untie my corset, but it took more time than he thought apparently since a impatient smile formed around his mouth. When he untied the last one he quickly dropped it and let his hands wander over my body and stopped at my breasts to take one in the palm of is hand. I took a sharp intake of breath before I spoke.
"Well my turn," I took of his belt and threw it on the ground.
James suddenly forced me to look up and pressed his lips hard in a searing kiss that took just like the one in the church my breath away and made me longing for so much more than just his lips.
As quickly as he kissed me, he let go of me and I was completely out of breath.
"Where did you learn to kiss like that?" I asked in suprise.
"I told ye I was a virgin, not a monk," he quickly dropped his kilt. "If I need guidance I ask."
I took a sharp intake of breath as he turned me around and pressed my back on his chest, his right hand wandered over my back, over my arse to lift up my dress. As soon as he did that he tried to make a move, but I stopped him and turned around to look at him.
Pulling him with me I fell down on the bed with him on me, he penatred me and moved with a slow pass as he groaned in my ear. I felt to chrused under his heavy body to enjoy the feeling and I was more painting from the lack of air is was getting.
"James, your chrushing me," I whispered, pushing him a slightly of me.
He placed his hands besides me and moved again, not able to look at him I turned away my gaze.
All we did was panting and groaning -From Jamie side then- and he quickly came.
He pressed his lips in mine neck while he slipped out of me and than pulled quickly away like he was electrocuded. he rolled away and lay on his back trying to catch his breath while i was still unable to look at him.
He let out a small laugh and I finally looked at him and saw him staring at me with a smile and then looked back at the ceiling.
An awfully long silenced followed before I spoke. "So did It follow up your expacations?"
"Almost," he confessed and I looked at him.
"Almost?" I raised my eyebrows. What in Godsname was he thinking how if would go.
"Well, no never mind, ye will laugh at me." he looked at me.
"No I won't," I sat up on my elbow to look at him.
"Well I thought ye did it like animals, ye ken the backway, not face to face," he confessed and I couldn't help it but I started to laugh.
"I'm so sorry," but he laughed to.
"Can I ask ye something?" I nodded. "Did ye like it."
I hesitated and looked towards the blanket. Jamie took that as no.
"Well then, ehhmm, they where right about that one then," he sat up.
"About what Jamie?" I asked as I sat up and laid my hand on his shoulder.
"That women dinna care about this." he sighed. "Rupert, Angus and Ned told me a lot about I last night."
I stood up and turned my face towards him. "Well they where wrong Jamie, I liked it, I liked it very much."
There it was. the truth. Not only did I cheat on Ben but I enjoyed it. Even more then when I laid with him back then.
"I need to get some food and a lot of whisky." I walked toward the door and Jamie tried to stop me.
But he was to late, as soon as I stepped in view there was some cheering and then it hit me that we weren't alone