Chapter 36: Austen??

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*3 weeks later*

I have cried out every single tear i had. Kaitlyn, who is now dating Ansel, has tired several times to get me out of the house, and she's failed.

Scooter calls every once and a while to check in on me and to update me on my very first single 'All Your Life' which is #2 on iTunes in its 2nd week. (The song is above)

Yep, that is the song i wrote about Justin when i was 12. Justin helped me finish and perfect it with chords and a melody.

Everything comes back to him. Justin was my everything.

I just cant go out knowing what the world thinks of me, even though its not true.

The one opinion i care about most is Justin's.

Now when i think of him all i can hear is him yelling at me. I hear his screaming and accusations as i just lose it. I cry out in pain, the pain that is in my heart. It just won't go away as much as i try to calm it.

Kaitlyn came bursting through the door.

"Okay that's it. I have had it with you moping around all day. I get it you lost the love of your life, but seriously your killing my love life. You are gonna get dressed and we are going to have a girls day and you are going to love it."

Kaitlyn picked out an outfit for me. Which consisted of a gray v-neck, blue jean shorts, teal vans, and sunglasses. She loosely curled my hair and put it up in a pony tail. My makeup was natural.

Kaitlyn wore a see through black tank top with a blue tube top underneath, light blue jean shorts, and black sandals. Her blonde hair was straight and she also had natural make up.

We left the house and went to the mall. We bought so many new clothes and shoes.

I was actually having lots of fun. We were in Hollister, I was crouched down looking at the bathing suits and Kaitlyn was in the dressing room.

I finally found my size in a black tube top bikini with regular bottoms.

I hurriedly turned around and stood up bumping into someone making me drop my stuff and theirs.

"Oh my God I'm so- Austen?" I looked up to see my I guess used to be- best friend.

"Sophie?" He looked confused as to why I was in Miami.

"Um yeah."

"What are you doing in Miami?" He asked.

"Um Im recording songs for my first album. I could ask you the same thing."

"I start going to the university here in September so I moved here to get to know the place. I also bought an apartment."

I nodded my head.

"Well in you need anything you have my number ya know." I say to fill the silence.

He shakes his head then suddenly looks around, like someone is gonna attack him.

"Where's Justin? Aren't yall like dating or something??"

I bite my lip to keep the tears in.

"You didn't hear?" I say when I calmed myself. "Apparently I cheated on him."

"No. I'm not really into that type of news. Who did you 'cheat' on him with?" He used air quotes around the word cheated.

"Ansel Elgort."

"Who?"

"The guy who's gonna play Gus in TFIOS."

"Oh. Why did he think that?"

I pulled up the article on my phone and handed it to him.

"Really? A kiss on the cheek is cheating?"

"Apparently." I say and laugh. If Kaitlyn saw me right now she wouldn't believe it was the same person who laid in bed for 3 weeks straight.

"Well I guess I better go. I need to try this on." I laugh.

He nods. "Well if you need someone to talk to you also have my number. See you later."

I wave and walk off.

Maybe something good can finally happen.

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heyyyyyyy how yall doing today? yeah my day sucks. my head is pounding but I decided to update for yall because yall are amazing

-Rylee😘

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