Austen walked me to the door when we got to the house.
"So um I..." He scratched the back of his neck. He was about to ask me something big, I could tell.
"Yeah?" I prompted him.
"I know that you and Justin just broke up but I was wondering... Will you be my girlfriend?"
My eyes widened in surprise. We only went out on our first date tonight! But what could it hurt to say yes? Isn't this what I wanted? To get over Justin? I am so tired of wasting my tears over someone who just doesn't care anymore.
"Of course." I smiled.
He smiled back.
"Okay well I guess I gotta go." He kissed my cheek and hugged me.
"Bye." I smiled and watched him walk down the porch stairs, down the pathway, and to his car.
He walked around to the drivers side, smiled and waved at me, then got in and left.
I walked inside the door and upstairs to my room.
I grabbed some shorts and a tshirt.
I walked inside my bathroom, started my music, stripped down and took a nice relaxing shower.
_________I woke the next morning to someone jumping on my bed.
"Get up sleepyhead!!! You have to tell us about your date!!!!"
Actually make that two people jumping on my bed and they were both screaming in my ear. Great way to start out the day. Note my sarcasm.
"God do you have to scream in my ear?" I said to Kaitlyn and Lexi.
"You wouldn't get up when we were being nice about it, so yeah we do." Lexi crossed her arms.
"Well let me at least brush my teeth first." I rolled my eyes at her.
I got up and walked to my bathroom. I threw my hair up in a messy bun and started brushing my teeth.
"Alright so let me make some breakfast and then tell yall because I'm starving."
I started making eggs and bacon something simple because I knew they were dying to hear what happened, plus like I said, I was starving.
I passed out everyone's plates and sat down and we all started eating.
"So you gonna tell us what happened?"
I nodded and started telling them the story.
They awed and oohed all the way to the very end, asking questions and making their own commentary.
"So yall are like official now?" Lexi asked.
"Yep since last night." I smiled.
"I'm glad you're finally over Justin. He totally handled that the wrong way and you deserve better." Kaitlyn said.
Hearing his name made me wanna cry. I still miss him. I miss the way his eyes would light up when he looked at me like I was actually special. I miss his smile. I miss how when he hugged me I would automatically get warm.
But what I miss the most is he was there for me when no one else was. Despite how he handled my "cheating" whatever you want to call it, I really do miss him. Before he was my boyfriend he was my best friend and I miss that.
Only a few minutes passed by and I ran up stairs and as soon as I locked the door to my studio, I just lost it. I couldn't breathe.
10 minutes had passed and I used my anger, my sadness, my missing him overall to write a song. I'd done this a lot these past weeks. Remember him and miss him and write a song then record it.
"If This Was A Movie"
Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there
I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had youCome back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by nowI know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Wrapped up in your arms and our friends were laughing
'Cause nothing like this ever happened to them,
Now I'm pacing down the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me,
"Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose"Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by nowIf you're out there,
If you're somewhere,
If you're moving on,
I've been waiting for you.
Ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before.
And I just wanna see you back at my front door.
And I sayCome back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I take it all back nowCome back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehowIt took me about 3 hours to finish the song and by the end I was feeling kind of better.
During the first hour Kaitlyn came beating on the door telling me she was so sorry and I believed her, I really did. I was just in the middle of writing the song and I can't stop once I start.
While I was take a break from recording the song during the last 50 minutes, Lexi came asking me to come out and talk to them.
I ignored them both. I feel kinda bad for it but I was working and when I'm working I do not like to be interrupted.
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