Okay so.....I'm taking a break.
I'm gonna continue this story but...I'm gonna take a break. I'll be gone for 15 days.
I just need time to figure out some stuffs. I'm dealing with a lot right now. School, family problems, insecurity, boys, I could just go on.
I hate my body, and my face so much that I literally want to throw up when I look in the mirror. School has been a pain in my ass lately, I've been crying myself to sleep these past few nights. And my family isn't doing so good right now.
Boys.....they suck sometimes. There's this boy, I want to say that I don't like him but a part of me feels like I'm lying to myself. I've been paying a lot of attention to him. None of my friends know. I literally stress out cause I keep thinking about him, I know he doesn't like me back, but I just keep having a little bit of hope. I get so mad at myself.
I'm too ugly for him.......
Shit I'm tearing up.
Goodbye for now. I'll be back on October 26.
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