2am- Remus' POV

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I can't wait! You guys will finally see Remus' song! Italic is Remus, Underline is his soulmate

I can't go to sleep. Usually when this happens I'm thinking about something "weird" or "disgusting" but tonight my last two brain cells are only thinking about one thing.

Soulmates.

I never really talked to anyone about my soulmate apart from Roman but his mind is focused on his own. He's been trying to come up with plans to try and talk to Virgil ever since he met him. Then again we haven't actually gone into an in depth conversation about our soulmates since we were eight.

Why is this bothering me now? Is it because my brother found his? Why am I thinking so much into this? I need to take a walk.

I pulled off my blanket and looked to Roman's bed before stepping onto the soft carpet and moving to my dresser. I pulled out some black shorts and a green sweater with an octopus on it and quickly got dressed. I looked down at my bare feet. I'll be fine. I moved to the door and opened it before sliding out of the room.

I walked down the hallway, silently cause ima sneaky boi, and slid down the railing. I stopped at the door to listen to see if I had awoken my parental figures or my sharer of the womb. No noise. I quickly opened the door and hopped outside.

I started walking the usual path I took when I was outside at this time. Past the woods that I dont bother learning the name of and the author is to tired to come up with a name for anyway, through an alley on 5th street, and through the park. I sat down on a random bench and started humming that damn soulmate song. I heard somewhere that if you start randomly humming your song or some shit that your soulmate would be thinking of it to. I hate this whole connection thing. It's not like they'll like me. I'm me. They won't like me.

"Little do you know

How I'm breaking while you fall asleep
Little do you know
I'm still haunted by the memories
Little do you know
I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece
Little do you know
I need a little more time
Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside
I've been holding back
For the fear that you might change your mind
I'm ready to forgive you, but forgetting is a harder fight
Little do you know
I need a little more time

"I'll wait, I'll wait
I love you like you've never felt the pain, I'll wait
I promise, you don't have to be afraid, I'll wait
Love is here, and here to stay
So lay your head on me
Little do you know
I know you're hurt while I'm sound asleep

Little do you know
All my mistakes are slowly drowning me
Little do you know
I'm trying to make it better piece by piece
Little do you know
I, I love you 'til the sun dies

I'll wait, just wait
I love you like I've never felt the pain, just wait
I love you like I've never been afraid, just wait
Our love is here, and here to stay
So lay your head on me

I'll wait, I'll wait
I love you like you've never felt the pain, I'll wait (I'll wait)
I promise you don't have to be afraid, I'll wait
Love is here, and here to stay
So lay your head on me
Lay your head on me
So lay your head on me
'Cause little do you know
I love you 'til the sun dies"

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