I wrapped my arms around her protectively. I wanted to tell her how I feel but I'm scared of the way Erick would react. He might beat my ass to Atlantica.
I was scrolling through my social media when I realized she was asleep on my chest. I looked at her sleeping peacefully and I didn't want to wake her up.
I heard Evaluna chuckle. I turned to look at her and she smirked at me. She got closer to me and whispered, "When are you gonna tell her?" I looked at her with wide eyes.
She knew? How? Was I being too obvious? "Bro, most people know except her. It kinda shows how much you care about her and you're definitely in love," she whispered again.
I sighed. I looked down at her and pushed away some of her hair strands that fell on her face. "I'm scared. What if she doesn't feel the same way?" I asked Evaluna, whispering.
She shrugged, "She's not gonna push you away, Joel. All she needs is reassurance that you have legit feelings for her. Not like, you know who," she told me.
"First loves are quite nerve wrecking I know, but if it's the right person and the right time, they're your soulmate. You'll last literally till the day you die," she continued.
She was right. If I do tell Dilara how I feel, and if she does feel the same, she'll be my first actual girlfriend.
I have liked girls before, and we have went out and stuff but everytime I was about to make them my girlfriend, things get messed up.
I don't want that to happen between me and Dilara. She's different. She's special.
I just nodded and smiled at Evaluna. "You'll help me right? When I'll finally do it, you'll help me?" I asked her.
She nodded smiling, "Siempre," (always) "whenever you need me."
••••
After a while, me and Evaluna just talked about random things, like her and Camilo's wedding preparation and stuff. We were laughing over viral things on the internet.
I felt Lara move in my arms and I looked to see her eyes fluttering open. She looked straight into my eyes, "Hey," I whispered.
She smiled, "Hi," she responded. She got up a little getting off my lap but not letting me unwrap my arms around her. She kept my arm around her shoulder and asked us, "How long was I out?" while rubbing her eyes.
"Maybe almost an hour-ish," Evaluna said looking at the time. Lara just nodded. She grabbed her phone and went on Instagram.
After a few minutes my phone vibrated and it was a notification from instagram that Lara posted.
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I left a like on the photo and caught her peeping on my phone. I showed her the post, "This picture was definitely not from today," I said chuckling. She shook her head, "It was from yesterday," she giggled.
While me, Lara and Evaluna were deep in conversation about what theme Evaluna's wedding should be, we heard Christopher screaming from outside for us to let him in.
Lara ran to the door and opened it. Christopher ran in and locked the door. "Woah bro what is up with you," Evaluna asked him.
"Zabdiel wants to kill me," Christopher said out of breath. "What did you do this time?" Lara asked him while coming to sit next to me but I pulled her to sit on my lap.
"I found out who's the girl he's been talking to," he paused and sat down on the floor catching his breath, "its Renae. Renae Lopez," he continued.
Lara's eyes widen. "There is no way-" she stopped herself. "Like Renae Lopez, who collaborated with me for Sin Pijama Renae or a different one?" she questioned.
"Sin Pijama Renae," Chris answered. Dilara and Evaluna exchanged looks and erupted into laughter.
"Looks like big Zabdiluchi got himself a bad bitch," Evaluna said and Dilara continued, "In the best way ever."
