REJECTED BOND||J.JK✅Under Short Editing

Chapter 18

•• I am afraid °°°°

Jin's POV

"TODAY JUNGKOOK! TOMORROW JUNG FUCKING KOOK AND ALL THE TIME JUNGKOOK! DID YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT ME?! YOU ALWAYS ASKED HIM IF HE WAS OK ,YOU TRIED TO COMFORT HIM BUT DID YOU EVER ASK ME IF I WAS?! "

"KIM TAEHYUNG! KIM SEOKJIN! KIM NAMJOON"

"Did you hear the KIM? I'M YOUR FUCKING BLOOD BROTHER BUT YOU CAST ME ASIDE FOR AN OUTSIDER "

. "SCREW THAT KIM NAME YOU JERKS "

"Jin hyung, you were my only hope! You were my elder brother and I expected you.... To for once, give me an attention but NO! YOU NEVER DID "

Sighing

I feel so guilty

Taehyung was right

We left him, we paid no attention to how he feels, we failed to realize how he was suffering

We deserved every word he spat at us

I deserve it!

I joined my hands together and brought it to my face to wipe my tears

I burried my face in my palm , lifting it up after a moment to stare out at my balcony

What should I do?

I have done so many things to hurt Taehyung

I don't deserve to be a brother

I'm such a horrible big brother

How could we

How could I?

But then, I didn't know

I was too oblivious too know

Maybe I was ignorant to know

I was blinded by everything that I never realized how he feels

Taehyubg couldn't even hurt a fly

But he changed, all because oof me

It's all my fault

And now I'm crying

I'm crying because I'm such a horrible person

I know I cant get myself to face Taehyung

Not after everything

Now that I think about it, I know he had suffered

Bring alone

Loneliness

I stared out at the darkness,

It feels so serene outside

It's almost too mesmerizing to see the calm nature

Meanwhile, I, who lived in this calm nature isn't calm myself

I feel so miserable right now

And after a while of grieving, I reached a decision

I'll make things right

I can make it right

Maybe make it the best

. I can't turn back time, but

I can make the present and future right

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