I Will Remember You

Leaving

Fluttershy's Point Of View-

I wiped tears off of my face as I pulled into my driveway. I sat in my car and cried for a few more minutes before sniffling and trying to calm myself down.

How could you be so stupid to think that would have worked?

A few more tears run down my face as I shakily grab my phone. I unlock it and go to my contacts. My thumb hovers over Rainbow Dash's number for the longest time.

Doesn't matter if you do it, you treated her like shit. She's not going to want to talk to you again.

I ran my hands threw my hair as I sobbed harder, my head reminding me of the truth. There's no way she will ever want to talk to me again...

I threw my phone into the passenger seat and heard a crack as I tried to stop myself from crying. I got out of the car and slammed the door as I ran into the house, lazily trying to unlock the door. I slid down the back of the door and rested my head on my knees as I continued to cry.

You're so fucking pathetic. Crying over someone who couldn't give two shits about you. Ha, maybe she didn't remember you because she didn't want to. She'll probably never remember you. Why would she? Look at you. Ha, fucking bitch.

I sat up and wiped the tears from my face. I looked around my dark and lonely house.

Why did you think you could make it out  in the world without your family? 

I stood up and ran upstairs. I grabbed a bag from my closet and threw in on the bed as I sniffed and wiped my nose.

Ever since I came here, everything has gone wrong. I shouldn't have left them alone.. I should have stayed and protected them. I'm so stupid.

I threw a bunch of clothes into my bag before going to the bathroom and grabbing my toothbrush and brush. I came back into the room and put them into a smaller zipper pocket. When it was full of things I needed, I grabbed my charger and ran back downstairs. 

I should have went back home along time ago. I should have never left.

I grabbed a bottle of water and locked the door as I got back into my car. I pulled out of the driveway and drove down the road before pulling onto a highway. My knuckles turned white as I gripped the steering wheel and drove faster. I watched the sunset knowing it would be weeks before I came back. 

Rainbow Dash's Point Of View-

I sniffed as I looked at the ground, still feeling AJ's hand rubbing my back. It was a relief to have somebody to talk to, to tell everything too. Even if it was nine o'clock at night and we were sitting on my living room floor.

"Thank for calling and telling me everything sugar cube. You really should talk to her though. Let me tell you something', she's crazy about you." I sniffed again and looked up at her surprised.

"Really?" I hated that even I heard the hope coming from my voice.

She scratched her head and started thinking. "Heck yeah. Everyday while you were in that coma, she would come to the hospital. Eventually we had to convince her to go back to school, but even then she still came after school. She was so determined to be there for ya." She laughed a little before she looked at me with her big green eyes. "I say, if I didn't know any better... I would think she has feelins for ya." My eyes widened as my heart beat louder in my chest.

"N-no way. There's no way." I scooted away from her for a second, my hands holding my head as I looked at the floor.

"Dash, it would only make since. Sure friends are always there for ya, but she's dedicated to ya." She turned more towards me as she talked with her hands. "Think about it, she was there for ya when Twilight left. She was at the hospital every chance she got. She kept trying to help ya remember her. Hell, you guy's even kissed! More than once too!" She threw her hands up in the air at the last sentence.

I lightly laughed and scratched the back of my neck. "You really think so?" A slight smile creeping onto my face.

"Hell yeah!" She patted my back. "Now, are you going to do something about it? Or are you gonna just let her get away?" She smirked at me as I jumped up.

"I have to go to her house." I said quietly before I hugged her tightly once she stood up. "Thanks AJ, for everything."

"No problem, sugar cube." 

I smiled as I ran upstairs and into my room. I put on a white tank top and a blue and red flannel shirt. I slipped on some blue skinny jeans put my white Vans on. I smiled as I ran downstairs and stood in front of Applejack. 

"How do I look?" She nodded and stuck her thumb up as I ran into the kitchen. I grabbed the fake sunflowers that were a center piece on the table before I ran out the door. I got in my car as I felt my heart beat inside my ears.

I was so excited. AJ had to be right, she just had to be. It made sense to me anyway. I couldn't help but sing along to the song on the radio that just so happen to be Before You Go by an amazing artist named Lewis Capaldi. Even though the song was sad, I still loved it.

I pulled into her driveway and grabbed the flowers. Hopefully she would answer, it was ten o'clock at night now...

I hesitated before knocking on the door and smiling. 

I waited a few minutes, my smile slowly disappearing. I rang the door bell twice. 

My smile disappeared completely as I stepped back and looked at the dark house. I looked in the driveway and on the side of the street and realized her car was no where to be seen.

Maybe she just had to go some where and get something.. I'll text her and let her know that I came by.

I tried to ease my anxiety as I got into the car and set the flowers int the passenger seat. I texted her and said 'Text me when you get home, I have something important to talk to you about.'

I tried to ease my conscious as I turned down the radio and went back home. I kept trying to tell myself that she was okay... But I had a bad feeling in my stomach as I drove back home.

Where could she be?