sister ー jjk

the one with the lean

“Y/n…" Jungkook said as he opened the door of your apartment. He moved slowly through the door, Taehyung behind him peeking over his shoulder. They both saw you sitting in a fetal position, biting your nails raw. You stopped, finger still at your mouth in anxiety.

"Jungkook-," you paused before continuing your murmur, "Taehyung-..."

"I'm so sorry" You cried out, "I shouldn’t have talked to him, or gone to his place. It was all a mistake, I just wanted a friend-" you were hiccupping and talking fast, letting your mind run its thoughts, leaving nothing unsaid.

Eyes down at your knees as you held the side of your head with your hands. You felt like you'd become your worst nightmare, a cheater, and it hurt you too much.

"It's ok… y/n…" Jungkook and Taehyung had made their way to you, Jungkook squatting down to try to get you to look at him.

"I should've stayed away, I should have known to be more careful. I let my guard down, I'm so stupid." 

"Y/n." Jungkook whispered out, taking your hands away from your head and placing them in his hands, in your lap.

You looked up at him, his soft whisper made your mind stop for an instant. But, the moment you saw his damaged face your mind was back at it but with questions.

"Oh my god, what happened to your face? Are you okay?-" your hands were at his face now, eyes inspecting his skin.

"I'm fine, everything is fine, okay?" He let you touch at his face gently, wanting you to be reassured he was fine.

"No its not-"

"It is alright-"

"No I made a big mistake" you whined, "I fucked up-"

Jungkook resorted to his final idea to get you to stop worrying and talking, which was to lean forward and attach his lips to yours.

You had to melt into his touch and scent. His hands cupped your face on either cheek.

Taehyung smirked at the move and rolled his eyes. He was happy Jungkook could shut you up.,

"Finally, some peace and quiet" he sarcastically let out.

Jungkook ended up pulling you into him, pulling you forward as he let himself work at your mouth with his own.

You were against his chest, kissing him slowly, and finally not ranting away. He'd made you body sit in an open position compared to the previous closed off, ball-like position.

"I think I'm going to head home, seems like Jungkooks got this…" Taehyung was practically talking to himself while jungkook had a grin plastered on his face while the two of you made out gently, desperately.

Taehyung left within about 10 seconds, satisfied with no yelling or additional emotional damage to either of his best friends.

Soon enough you pulled his hands off of your face, breaking the moment and resulting in him pecking your lips with a genuine bunny smile when you looked at him, wet eyelashes fluttering.

"Jungkook im-"

"Y/n stop talking. Everyone makes mistakes, I understand that you were looking for a replacement connection and meeting Jongin again rekindled your old friendship for you when you were vulnerable. Its honestly both of our faults so stop saying sorry over and over again."

"Okay…" you had to stop yourself from apologizing further, you could see that he was over it.

"I missed you so much" he said, arms wrapping tightly around you and forcing you to be pressed against him.

"I missed you too" your eyes were dry now, but you still had a solemn expression and weird attitude, like you didn't know what to do.

"Did everything go alright? Oh My God! Are you still in pain?" He said suddenly separating himself from you and standing, helping you up gently.

"No, not constantly." You said reattaching yourself to his waist, craving his touch.

"Is it just painful sometimes?" He asked, looking down at you.

"Yeah." You said laying your head on his shoulder. 

"I'm still sorry about that." He sighed out softly, as if a weight had lifted from his chest.

"Its over now, it doesn't matter."

"I did some research while you were in Russia, yanno. About abortion and the things you said and how having a child would effect not only you but me too."

"Really?" He had said he didn't even want to know about it but he was now saying he had spent some of his busy time researching things about having a child at your age.

"Yeah, the guys were all so pissed at me and I didn't really get why before, but now I guess I'm a bit more informed so I get it."

You nodded, unsure what to say.

"Should we make some dinner?" He asked, sensing the awkward. He was usually the awkard one but he knew there was a lot in your head right now, leaving your mind distant.

"I already ate. And its getting late." It was almost 11pm, and the days events were taking a toll.

"Delivery snack then?"

"Yeah, that sounds good."

After your long cry your body just shut off as soon as your head hit the pillow. It wasn't a deep sleep but it was a good one. 

Jungkook rolled over, eyeing your peacefully sleeping face. He couldn't sleep and he couldn't figure out why.

He sighed silently before reaching out to stroke his knuckles along your cheek. He was appreciating your face.

He did love you, after all. He was upset, losing a possible child hurt him, but he was even more upset that he thought he had lost you.

But you were here, back with him after all he had put you through. His anger and aggression that should never have existed. The fear he caused for you. The stress, the anxiety.

His hand unconsciously switched to rubbing his thumb over your jaw and cheek bones.

"Stop it" you suddenly whispered, clearly still mostly asleep.

"Sorry…" he whispered, retracting his hand quickly, "How are you doing?" 

"I just need sleep." You whispered, rolling over.

"Can I hold you?" He suddenly whispered, voice gravel-y, not with sleep but with lack of, and needing to clear his throat but too timid to make too much noise.

"Mmm" you purred, too sleepy to care. He shuffled up behind you. He was timid, he used to easily snuggle up without hesitation of touching you.

But here he was, hesitating, worrying, afraid. He slowly put his hand on your hip, leaving it there lightly.

He watched your body rise and fall with your breathing.

He could feel at ease suddenly, sleep overtaking him very quickly.

You sighed and pulled his hand to rest over you more, interlocking your hand over his. You could practically see his bunny smile through the back of your head.

"I love you." He whispered and you sucked in a shaky breath. The both of you fell asleep after that, majorly exhausted.

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This chapter was lowkey bad but still very important, its kinda the height of the story in a sense... jungkook and y/n don't hate each other over their previous issues and are now with each other. Its kinda like a sigh of relief I guess for both of them and the other characters (except Kai oop-). Hopefully I'll have the next update up sooner then this one from the previous one :)